Friends Forever

2011-12-02T20:27:00.004+08:00

WOAH. its been 5 years already... My life has changed so much

MAde plenty new friends, learnt many lessons,

had much more responsibility.

Its actually kinda sad when you look back and se the events that happened years ago.

Like the recent HO farewell 2011 chalet,3D2N, just ended ytd,

man, was damn busy and everything was a freaking rush.

but whatever it was still super fun :D

I'll try to recount the entire stay there :D

1st day:

woke up at 7am when i was supposed to wake up at 8. LOL

too kanchiong aldr.

played with my brother's galaxy tab for abit then when on the comp.

when i was done it was like 9.30 :X hehe, i intended to go to my ahma house at 10

to cook potatoes and ham and cut vege for a salad for the chalet :X
nvm, since i thought it was quite early still.

Went to bathe and pack and everything ended up reaching ahma house only at 10.30

hehe. Then cook potatoes, skin them, cut them and burnt my thumb LOL.

then boil the ham. until got the revolting dead meat smell ._.

digusting... its budget ham anyway, super smelly.

Ahma scolded me and told me i would never be able to open a restaurant, HAHA.

doesn't matter, i'm a talanted person :D HEHEHE.

Finished everything at 12.30.

then lazed around waiting for Jane to get ready.

then at 2.45 went down with 1 bag of salad, 1 bag of aluminium tray and 1 bag of oreo,renodo and a backpack to flag a taxi.

went to tampines mart to wait for jane, late somemore!

still scold me! anyway then boarded taxi and

then set off towards aranda country club! :D
full of anticipation on the ride LOL. stupid jane keep talking and talking.

non-stop one, sometimes really can' stand her ._.

Reached aranda chalet, the twins reached before us LOL :X
super on time siol. The only nice guys in the whole HO -.-

okay maybe jc is nice too...

they had cooked fried rice and nuggets :)

damn, nice siol the rice. hehe

then waited for michelle and zijia who had the spagetti and uh jelly :)

at the lobby, met her father, and he passed us the keys first, so we went to room 2222.

on the 3rd floor -.- haiyo. exact same room as last year :D

stupid door got problem, spent like 10mins trying to unlock it LOL.

finally done and got someone up to fix the lock.

then sat ang unpack, rested for abit.

Justin and Jarett spamming tap tap.

then me and jane went down to help michelle and zi jia

lug the food and everything else up.

wah damn gao lat. super heavy.

opened the door sat and unpacked, arrange somemore.

then the my juniors came :D

ruiqi, chev, dora.

LOL, they went bowling first i think.

nice life horh.

then we gathered in a room with the twins played murderer. LOL

lights out. hehe. quite fun lah, but not as fun as last year :D

then bass, horn juniors came, they joined us with a game of murderer too.

then like super alot of people playing. maybe 12?

O.O then playplay play.

Xueyi, jingyi and robyn came. and they joined too.

now the bed was damn crowded. and that stupid jane ah, keep squirming around LOL

then got once we squezeed at the same time. LOL stupid, everything seems to happen with her only.

hehe, then played somemore and then went out to get ready for dinner at 7?

called the seniors, spammed the seniors with food >:D

crazy siol, their plates were like piled like mountains.

but i think everybody finished everything. except one or two :D
so not bad, we estimated quite nicely.

okayokay, maybe jane got more gong lao on this :)

but then horh, my salad nobody eat, except a few :( sad...

nvm, they're all unhealthy people :D

then time for our dinner. ate quite sastifactorily.

hehe, put the washing one side and went in the room to play bridge and taiti

all that. then had the gift exchange... blahblah...

eeyer, i do the cap so long cheeshuen don't like.

HAHA, but then they made her wear it and spammed photos :D

with her wearing a cheeze shirt too :D

hehe then section time. HAHAHAHA made

jingyi and robyn wear the cutesy knee high socks and do catwalk :D
HAHAHAHAHA, robyn looked super cute!!! jingyi looked abit weird HAHAHA

then took section photos again and then played cards.

later more people left then we joined the ergao seniors with a round of

werewolf. HAHAHA. okay that was fun.

I keep kenaing the werewolf. then got people keep accusing me.

HAHAHAHAHA. damn sad, out of all the times i only kena the little girl once :X

i think sokchin and xueyi keep getting the witch and guardian thingy HAHA.

cause i keep peeping :D

there was, siewchen(ancient), guihui, irene, jiahuan, xueyi, sokchin, robyn, jingyi,

jane,michelle,ruiqi and me. chev went home first cause she was sick.

poor thing, every year sick one.

anyway, they was 3 werewolfs, 1 guardian, 1 wizard, 1cupid, 1 little girl, 1 vampire and 2 normals. then of course one person was the narator :D

playedplayed until 11 plus then jingyi and robyn, xueyi and jiahuan went back :(

then zijia joined us :)

then the game changed abit, they removed the normals cause abit useless

and added 1 fortune teller that can choose to see the cards of any person per round.

hehe, game got heated, but i still stayed werewolf every round LOL.

sad. then we dunno played till what time then stopped for food break.

HAHAHA, i think jane started it. also because of zijia's jelly i think.

then ruiqi went home. me, jane and michelle sent her off.

1st night, 2nd day wee hours?:

then went back and chatted, ate, cleared up abit and watched

unbeatable banzuki. by the time i think was like 2am?

then went to bathe, put on lotions all that.

then we nuaed on the bed and watched a supposedly "ghost movie"

on michelle's laptop. LOL. zi jia was busy doing her chem homework.

budden i think we kept laughing and disturbing her :X
oops. hehe end up all 4 of us were lying on the bed in front of the lappy

under the blanket and laughing the the show. LOL

siewchen scared us and said we were watching a horror show in front of the mirror :X

man, i think that scared us quite abit. Hehe.

then irene and sokchin went out to get some food.

jane and zi jia ordered cup noodles, boiled some water all that.

then i ate the renodo waffle sticks. wah, heavenly ...

anyway the stupid movie hanged and then we switched to some comedy stuff.

but was damn boring... so we went to the other room, pushed the beds,

take out blankets and argued about sleeping positions LOL.

end up we slept horizontally on the uneven single beds LOL

zijia slept under the lamp and i slept beside her.

then jane beside me and michelle beside her.

ma and zijia slept first and stupid michelle

went to take my unglam :(

then i dunno what was happening while i slept LOL

apparently quite alot. cause jane and michelle kept complaining after they woke up.

HAHAHAHA, me and zijia were damn peaceful :D

but i think she knocked her head on the lamp after she woke up HAHAHA.

zijia and michelle woke up at 7 plus and woke me and Jane up too

LOL. but we went back to sleep.

then woke up at 10 plus :D by then i think the seniors were awake too.

then we washed up. and went for "brunch" at burger king e!hub.

saw siok there for her CMazing race LOL.

k, more on 2nd day tmr.

2011-10-15T23:39:00.002+08:00

k, sorry. Got damn carried away.
haix

I really need the strength to carry on now.
First time i cried out of pure exhaustion and weariness ytd night.
Some times i really can't take it.
So i've turned to habbo now to play off my worries.
pathetic much yeah.
I feel bad bothering my friends for the same problems.
Not like they will fully understand anyway.
oh well,
i'm trapped in a time vortex.
can't get out. LALALA

i shall attempt to do a poem.
catch ya later.

charlotte

2011-10-15T23:21:00.002+08:00

holy.... Time freaking flies man.
Sec3 is coming to an end already... and to think that i started blogging in pri 5.
HAHAHAHA, 3-4 years has passed aldr. gah.
Time's a bitch.

I'm really feeling the stress now,
even though i'm in double science and all...
Bio, chem, history, elective literature, S.S, english, HCL, emath, amath.
da fuck, enough to drive a sane person bonkers yeah.
Plus responsibilities in CCA.
dang, how do the seniors even do this?
why did they even choose me?
what do i have? No qualifications. No accomplishment. Nothing at all.
seriously, why?

Feel damn fucking inferior to the other leaders,
had mini olympics ytd, fucking put us with basketball on captain's ball.
then you fucking tell me is by lots.
Are you sure we are so fucking miserably suay for so many years?
does drawing lots make it more fair?
i aldr have a handicapp, half of my team comprises of sec2s.
what the fuck do you want?
To make matters worse, they look down on us.
they don't even play.
why? seriously.
don't we put in as much effort as any other cca does?
is it the seniors' fault if we have fucking low IQ and EQ juniors?
Its not fucking my job to teach them values.
Don't fucking judge us by some people from a CCA.

I don't get why we don't deserve regconition.
we're good.
YOU JUST DON'T GIVE US THE CHANCE TO PROVE OURSELVES.
you wanna listen to a tape?
by all means.
i gurantee you, you will never see us in the same light ever again.

BLOODY FUCKERS. I HATE YOU ALL.
yeah, hate is a fucking strong word.

T.H.E.C.A.M.P

2011-05-25T17:54:00.002+08:00

anyway you want it, that's the way you need it~

Leadership camp was freaking awesome!!!! :D <3
like totally!!! hahahahahahaha!! really learnt many things during that 3days - short but definitely fruitful :)

Day1:
Met jamie and xinying at bedok point at 11 first before reporting to school. Xinying was lateeeee! hehe, i was too actually, but earlier than her! bought a cup of gong cha and sat there chatting with jamie to while away the time :) I think i took up excessive no. of seats. HAHAHA had 3 bags with me :X
freaking heavy! anyway, xinying came and we went to yoshinoya for brunch! :D and the janejane ahhhhh came with sharlyn. Bloody bloated after the meal man, so much rice.....
wanted to go shengshiong for sweets but realised that we were going to be late aldr :X the irony man, -meeting at 11 and being late for something that starts at 2 -____-
zo zoopid.
ran to MRT and bought sweets at tanahmerah's 7/11 and proceeded to hike up that horrendous hill to ahs. Bloody hot can!~ I'm aldr dark enough phank you >_> i don't need anymore melamine or i'll blend in at night aldr.
thought it started at 2.30 but it was actually 2 :X
half-ran half-walked under the bloody sun and finally made it in time! WALAO.
checked in.
I'M IN ACHILLES!
yeeeeeehaaa! same as xinying! :D
hehehe.at first i thought my group would suck
cause all of us like damn dead and we don't know each other at all :X
or not close... I think even the group I/C(weilin) was like ._.
" i think my group will be screwed" You all so dead one.
LOL, i can't deny it.
But it didn't turn out so bad did it? :)
I admit i was damn low and dead during the first 3/4
of the amazing race in day3 luh, but cause i was getting kinda irritated by certain things. not to be mentioned here.
Anyway, we proceeded with icebreaker games that did actually break the ice between us but not enough. And then came the group cheer and 下一站幸福( which is actually station games)

Achilles like chilli!
so hot and sexy!
just like....
Kenzi!!!!

heh, abit lame uh. BUT ENTERTAINING RIGHT?!? RIGHT?!!?
hahahaha, i really gotta admit, the station games were really damn innovative and fun! :D something different from what we have always done! HAHA i really honestly, truthfully salute the facilitators from the bottom of my heart. Can see that they really went to great lengths just to perfect this awesome camp :) sorry if i showed that i didn't appreciate the camp and their effort esp to weilin :X and danielle. I think she's angry with me...
BUT I THINK THAT THE TIME WE REALLY BONDED OVER WAS THE NIGHTGAMES!!!!!!!
OMG!!!!! BLOODY COOL! AND FUN! AND SCAREYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!
The school looked and felt freaking eery at night! mygod, everywhere was like pitch black and the seniors were like scaring us at any chance they had :(
I rmbed the first station i had to take some stupid slime thingy that was actually cornstarch+flour+water -______- while blindfolded. gross and dumb
Second station was first level of tower hall where a girl sat on the stage and screamed at us to run and hide that somebody will come to get us :O LOLLLL, we didn't know whether to listen to her anot. HAHAHAHA she ended up shouting at us like 3,4 times? then the stationmaster told us to hide under the whole row of tables in the hall. Then say what don't make noise, the more noise you make the angrier the person on stage gets :O LOL we were supposed to be found as quickly as possible and that kenzi went to hide BEHIND THE BLOODY CURTAIN -____________- and we ended up failing that station T.T haiz, nvm. anyway there were like two other extra people, one girl one guy hiding under the tables. LOL damn scary.
The third station was touch the guy then run away while holding hands LOLLLL. Farking funny luh! HAHAHAHAHA and poor guy got hit on the head and kicked by jeshua. We tried just holding hands normally, one girl, one guy like that interval since our group just nice 5 girls, 5 guys but failed LOL. the hands kept slipping.
The tried the two fastest runners at the ends and we had to interlock fingers :X....
but in the end managed to accomphlised luh :D
Then i think go back tower hall second floor :( really damn scary lorh... must boygirl pair up and enter pair by pair into this scary darka and black room to find some stupid clue that is a paper and i'm blindfolded....with chuyan leading and i think he was equally freaked out LOL. Got this vjc guy go tickle my leg T.T i can see his yellow shirt in the dark! and the ghost screamed at us :X creepy. i heard other people got people pulling the blindfolded person and saying can i have her? LOLLLL
I think the next is spooky mirrors..... OMGFARKINGHEARTATTACK LAH!!!!
WALAO!!!!!! IN THE GIRLS TOLIET WITHOUT LIGHTS AND FIND WORDS WRITTEN IN RED MARKER IN THE MIRROR AND THE SENIORS(GHOST) ARE INSIDE!!!! but they quite nice luh tell me where to shine the light and read the words for me. BUT STILL SCARYYYYYY!!!!!

2011-01-15T22:06:00.002+08:00

If you see this post by any chance( which most probably would be zero. ) I just wanna say that you're somebody i don't wanna lose in my life, ever. THAT was a stupid misunderstanding, I don't hate either of you. I don't even know how to explain how i feel now.... disappointed? too vague. betrayed? too strong a word. Maybe its a mixture of both, or over-sensitivity on our part. I'm sorry.
I know it sucks to be sandwiched in the middle and having to choose between your friends and your boyfriend. Moreover, its the " honeymoon" period. sorry for making you choose like that. its your decision. thanks for all that you've done, i know that you have your friends, your preferences and your life. I hope that i'll still be a part of it. I don't wanna run away from this problem, i want to face it and solve it. I really dont want our friendship to go down the drain along with those percious memories.
-loveyou.

2010-12-02T11:09:00.002+08:00

The note i just did on facebook really made me question my relationship with the people around me....
I know its just a quiz/note or whatever but it just seems to have triggered something off inside my mind.
Some i have known for 7/8 years and counting others only 1 or 2 years.
In some of these relationships, sometimes i feel something is missing.
Sure, we may get each other, get along considerably fine, but there'll still be some moments of awkward silence that i don't know how to fill .....
A relationship of any kind is a give and take thing.
Yet sometimes i feel that i'm giving more or vice versa.
Its difficult for me to comprehend sometimes.
Sure, everything has its ups and downs. But almost everytime i sink deep,
I've been trying to crawl out alone, trying to sort everything out inside my head by itself.
Playing over and over the different secenarios inside my head until i finally get tired go to sleep.

To me, Friends should actually offer some words of comfort or just be there for a hug or something like that.
But how is it that everytime i try and reach out to a person and she agrees but when we finally come face to face its just so bloody damn awkward. What is wrong???? God.
I have no guts to broach this kinda subject with her. I'm such a coward.

2010-10-28T18:27:00.002+08:00

I LOVE 2E perseverance'10! <3

OMG. I never thought i would ever say this but I really do love/hate 2E.
Guess you could say that it is complicated.
At the start of the year when I first set foot into this class
I thought,
"My god, its full of bimbos and bossy bitches. Its guna be hell. Shit."

Hahaha. sorry babes, no pun intended :)
I felt like that through out the 1st quarter of the year then some people made me see 2E as we really are, it really changed my entire outlook of this class in Siberia :)
Maybe its the China trip or maybe its the time we spend together stuck in this smelly classroom five stories high listening to Mr Poh and his hilarious phrases and corny jokes that became our all time favourites. Its the signature trademark phrase of 2E'10 <3>

I really learnt alot from 2E, honestly.
Thank you so much.
I've learnt forgiveness,
I've learnt acceptance.
I've learnt how to appreciate true friendship.
I love you all 2E.
So much has happened,
of which many will become milestones in my life.
Once again I LOVE 2E'10!!! :D
will really miss the noise :) haha
And we have a weird kinda of telepathy :O
I'm so familiar with the voices in class that I cant instantly recognise someone from other class :o
We complete one another.
We are the best class! :D loveyouall

2010-10-25T15:45:00.004+08:00

"I just want to apologise for hurting and dumping you. I'm sorry for being such a jerk."

"First of all spare me your apology because its more about making you feel less guilty than it is about looking for forgiveness. Second of all, don't flatter youself by thinking that you've hurt me because you haven't, all you ever did was to disgust me. "

there, I've sunk to Yo Mama level but he deserved it.

" You blindsided me thats for sure. And i was pissed, not so much about you ' falling' for my best bud in an attempt to enrage me, cause everyone knows you're just an ass that's beggin' to be kicked. No, it was solely because you broke up with me even before I had the chance to break up with you. And that makes me a bigger asshole than you are. But at least I'm aware of it! "

- Jessica Darling from ' Second Helpings' a novel(modified)

OH YEAH BABY! NOW THATS WHAT I CALLED SWEET REVENGE :D
If only I had half of her intellect and were good at intaneous retorts at that point of time about a year ago, I would've unleashed my fury and disgust with every fibre of my being on him. Man, it sucks when you only come across such an awesome, kickass retort a year after something has happened.

Why am I so upset with his dumping me? Why did I even agree to be his girlfriend? I didn't even love him in the first place for crying out loud!

I guess its because I finally am willing to let myself be loved and try something I would never do given my normal circumtances. Wait, normal? What IS normal???
Right, I shall stop the abuse of question marks now.

Marcus Flutie: " During puberty, our brain excessively produces cells in the frontal cervic. By engaging and using these cells therefore strengtening them, they live. But if left unused, they die.
So by excercising that part of our brain that enables us to fall for somebody, we retain the cells. And this readies us for future relantionships, if not, you won't be able to fall for anyone EVER."
-extract from ' Second Helpings ' a novel (modified)

And once again I salute the Jessica Darling in this book. I can relate to her in many ways although not all. She's somebody that I will respect fully if I ever get to know her in real life. Which is probably like never since she's an awesome fictional character. (see? another sign of potential a IMH patient : a likeness for fictional characters and hoping to escape into that fictional world. Just awesome.)

2010-10-22T20:53:00.004+08:00

Dear girl,
Forget about the bastard that's never gona succeed in life.
he doenst deserve you.
You've proved your strength and endurance all this while.
You're not a failure, not an idiot.
He's the one that is a major loser.
Its so close to your O's.
Just drop it now babe,
Not worth it.
Totally not worth it.
Trust me.
The main focus now is to study and kick his fucking ass
in the O's.
That's the only way you'll get the last laugh.
prove to him and all those ignorant idiots out there that
you're not vunerable and weak.
Stay strong girl.
I'll be behind you to push you back up.

Its all water under the bridge now, let sleeping dogs lie.
Swim over to the other side where the grass is greener
and forget about the past.
for what's done is done.

I know that i amy never be able to comprehend the hurt that you are facing now but
just think of those people in Africa. You'll feel better.
Whatever I say may also be just crap to you but i just wanna let you know that
I'll be here.
Love you .

2010-06-21T01:12:00.002+08:00

OMG, i just realised i havent been blogging for 3months plus -.-
perhaps i've been neglecting this blog like i have to certain matters.
I kinda feel that my life is in the dumps now...
what happened man?
I have been on some idiotic emotional rollercaoster since the start of this year.
What is with me, i honestly dont know.
All i wanna do is feel like i had in p6 or sec1
even better if i could go back to p3/4
No worries at all. Nada, Zlich
Gosh, im crazy....
I see no aim nor goal in life.
i count the steps as i walk,
thats gona land me in deep shit for sure,
Friends? Family? Studies? even love?
What the hell do they even mean now?
I'm missing something and i dont know what issit.
Im feeling really empty....
time to try out something new?
well, i've got a guitar......
picking it up soon at one of the CCs
Haiz, i digress
well, like they say an empty vessel makes the most noise
thats why i have been yakking away these holidays
wasting time away, not knowing what im saying
I feel like nobody has got my back now...
I may fall down and never get up again...
I think life is meaningless
I have nothing to look forward to
Nothing to celebrate, nothing to boast.
I just wanna be contended and happy
really........

2010-03-10T17:48:00.002+08:00

BOOM! i've not posted for a very long time.
And i haven't linked people up either.
why? cos i'm working on a new skin
and it appears screwed :X
And i friggin still owe ke that pictures
which i'm too lazy to go and upload form my phone xD
OMT i really wish someone nice would see this post
and go kope the pictures from FB and send it to him
on my behalf :) hehe been ultra lazy nowadays....

haix, my CA is officially screwed -_-
how sad huh. My maths hit a B3 bcos of
my 1st half of chapter 3 test
which i scored 2/10 ._. pro anot?
full marks beri easy to get but this kind of results
not easy de okayyy :D
only ultimate slackers can acheive this :)
haha but yea lucky i chionged today's
and the previous test to pull it up.
andandand hor.
My HCL A2!!!!!!!!
OMGGG MIRACLE MAN!!!!!!!
those who know me would know that my chi
is super lan, cmi one. and that
I failed last year's EOY for chi ya know :X
hehe but i think is bcos heluhong
is really very lieninent(sp error?)
cos my zhuowen nvr got over 52/70 b4
then now i'm getting like 57+ to 60/70?
i failed 3 out of 5 times for shihan
and i'm getting 17/20 now
surely got sth wrong ;X
haha but nice surprise :)
oh but she's leaving after march i think
then replace with chenwanyi? omfg dieeeeee

My science chem CT A2 :(
one more mark to A1 >:(
made alot of stupid mistakes >_>
which caused me 2 marks
damn sad, i really nid to chiong study.
I cant understand math, science
sometimes chinese and hist
and LITERATURE!!!
damn, i feel like a failure.
suuper pissing.

haiiii, tmr SPA, i go chiong now :)
buuhbyee

Lotte

2010-02-21T14:32:00.002+08:00

YAY! cca dinner on friday :D
hahaha yigao+ergao+octave dinnerrrr @18chefs, simei
was nice andand cassandra and christina came back :)
hehe i'm not close to them and its super awkward being ard them uh..
cos our batch din have the chance to mingle with past year's sec4s
pathetic eh.... this year's sec1s are lucky lorh.
but nehmind luh, at least i know my octave seniors :)
hehe then we spammed photos and alot of funny funnny stuff lah :)
CANDID MUCH! :D
i know someone has got alot of pics of me in her phone can,
i'm just being super ultra nice only xP
haha but so sad only 3 sec2s went D:
i find our batch very divided........
must get a chance to bond more leh
if not when reach upper sec, very difficult to accomplish stuff
but i think shld be okay if everyone puts in effort to bond and such :)
just let time take its course lah horh x)
sooo anyway then went to eastpoint dere take some photos
then bus-ed back on number 9 with the bedok peeps :O
i din know samuel and jiahuan stayed bedok too....
hehe the seniors were high-ing on the bus
and i emo-ed :( LOL nolah, just very tired..
i helped them take grp photo and turtle poked me :O
HAHAH that stupid cheek poking trick :)
kena alot on friday from both cca and class xD
HAHAHA :DDD
and siokie dear, i'm sorry if i seemed emo and stuff on msn that day
i was really friggin tired ):

HAIX NXT WEEK GOT TESTS D:
I DUN WAN!!!! AND I REALLY REALLY CANNOT UNDERSTAND
THE SCIENCE STUFF MATHS TOO!!!
urgh, suckas.

2010-02-14T00:53:00.002+08:00

YAY! happy new year and CNY everyone :D
love you guys :)
andand happy valentines day too :)
hehe althou i'm single but still,
my love is always for friends and family
so yeah, happy valentines too :P
staying up real late tonight but
i think i'm guna fall asleep soon :O
cannot cannot!
must stay up, hehe somebody entertain me pls D:
hahaaha anyways good night people.
i'll be posting again soon :)

lotte

2010-02-02T17:26:00.002+08:00

Emo post just now. sorry :)
hahaha anyways i'm here to update you(if any at all)
with the sec1's orientation ytd :)

It was overall quite fun, but i din feel wet enuff D:
hahaha, nehmind nxt year our turn to plan.
So i'll make sure jingyi gets WETWET :D
Confirm having to do with lots of water :DDD
ohoh and maybe learn from ED
use those digusting edible stuff
HAHAHAHAHA >:D OWNAGE!
okayokay anyways, I din bring slippers
so had to run barefooted ard the whole sch :O
pain to the max.
AND THE FLOOR WAS LIKE BURNING OKAY
so we had to keep moving, which caused my muscles
to scream in agongy. HAHA and i had PE ytd too -_-
i think i one that hurt most was the pail station and last station
The pail one we had to like sit in a cirlcle
and balance a pail using only our feet.
with water added in slowly.
andand we had to move in that position using our hands
on the carpark ground T_T
and now i've got abrasions on mah palms.
the sun was beating down hard that time luh.
HOT HOT HOT!

Last station:
We had to some number game uh.
then if u get the correct no. u kena bombed :D
HAHA and jingyi din get to bomb me :))))
but chi xuan did :O but still not wet enuff
since like everything on my back dried up aft 5mins?
gosh. HAHAHA nxt time use a pail and pour everything
over better :) hehehe
I was kinda high thruout the games
since my grp's kinda dead..... :P
group cheer: TURTLE KEMAMA!
yay turtle :) our mascot lalala~
she got flour over her hair and looked
like my ahma xD my hair got like
polkadot patterns of flour at the side xDD
fashion right :) hahahaha
anyways, i had a really good time
and i realised that josephine has been the same orientaion
team as me for 2 years x) so nice
hehe last year's one was more painful luh,
esp xueyi's station =,= nvm
its another good experience for me
LOL! :) okay luh enuff aldy
sayonara~ :D

Lotte

2010-02-02T16:53:00.004+08:00

Hey :) nobody's been tagging lately so i'll post :)

hahaha, was digging up all my old posts and felt so distant....
I realised i was really innocent back then in 07, primary five.
I did not really make the effort to socialise and make friends then.
I'm really the shy little quiet kid in class, not exactly appealing huh?
Thou sometimes i may seem a little hyped up.
But its only when i'm with my closest friends or
that i just want to conceal my true inner feelings.
People say that i'm too sensitive.
I'm sorry but i have always been this way,
its good in a way yet, its too one of my weaknesses
I guess you have to be really good at reading ppl's thots
to really understand me. And that's not a simple feat.
Maybe that's why i dun really have that many close friends.
I may seem loud and bold sometimes but really,
I'm just a simple girl who just wants to feel loved.
I feel a need to have constant laughter in my life,
and thus i try to infect others with mindset too.
I get emotionally hurt easily, and do not recover fast.
That's another major weakness of mine
Perphaps its because of some bad experiences when young
perphaps....
Let me just share another little secret
i've been keeping to myself for very long.
Whenever u see me laughing my head off, or smiling
it does not always mean that its a geniune smile or laugh
sometimes i just put on a mask, to conceal my hurt.
Just like stunning models put on foundation and concealers
to cover up their blemishes if they have any.
Its always just a mask behind it all.
appearancewise, I honestly do not consider myself pretty
For my skin is really sensitive, thus the pimples
and scars u see on my limbs.

I really yearn for an elder brother or sister
to pour out my woes to each time i feel rotten.
But nope, god has decided to present me with a brother instead
A younger one at that.
So now, I have to act as a protector and shield him
from the faggots that keep picking on him.
Whereas now i really need a stable tower to lean on.
I'm feeling so alone in this world now,
both sides seem to be drifting away.
"The friends u keep for life are usually your secondary schoolmates"
I rmbed that was what Mr kwa told me once
what happens to the prinary school ones then?
fade away with passing time?
No way, it wont happen, at least not to us.
Well, i guess i'll have to brace myself for the worst.
And tears keep falling down my face.
No, stop that. i'll remain strong, i promise.
Its actually not that hard,
i'll just keep trying till i get it right.
Bring it on suckers.

GOSH, SHIT I JUST TOLD SOMEONE TO NOT BE EMO
AND WHAT AM I DOING HERE? -EMOING =.=
crap, i shall stop then.
i simply cant find anything to amuse or cheer me up
thses days, maybe i'll be diagonised with some disorder :O
haha, maybe not. ;P
anyway, like i said, i'll just keep trying baby :)
no more emoness from now okay? OKIE

2010-01-28T19:23:00.000+08:00

you are going to make me cry if u carry this on any longer

2010-01-23T22:54:00.002+08:00

HAI blog readers :)
went for CIP today.
the whole HO volunteer group
wandered ard bedok area
super overcrowed >_>
then like alot of ppl started shunning us by mid-morning
then cant get much aldy.
then me and jane went over to macs to eat
and sunbian find seniors.
wah, irene pro lor :S
go blk539 dere the market which is like
1/2 blks away form my house T_T
then in the end they collect more money
and then can go slack at jiahuan's place :X
cos they do until 8pm mah
then me and jane only do until 2pm
but the ppl in charge quite okay lor
we went back at 3pm then
they gave us the extra 1hr :D
hahahahahah
now legs pain, hand pain, head pain
even jaw also pain =.=
damn, i shall not do flag day anymore :X
haix, i go do hmk aldy :)
bybye :DD

lotte

2010-01-21T18:09:00.003+08:00

Hooo boy. this sucks man.
I have kinda lost my voice.
and its difficult to breathe
cos of my blocked nose.
How? tmr cca leh
later i blow halfway den start a coughing fit
+.+ uber paiseh.
pon-ed sch today :) but stupid luh
today half-day only,
then aft sch can go out, but stupid charlotte
is down wif the flu at home. =.=
haix, nvm just pray that i get better by sat
for the CIP thingy.
oh, and sry too cos
i din really go do the video thingy ytd :X

lotte

2010-01-14T16:30:00.005+08:00

Heyyyyy! LONGLONG time nvr post aldy :)))
hahaha sorry been emo-ing for a while, start of a new school year ya know
Well, i'm in 2E and separated from all my good frens T_T
gotta make new friends agn, and u know i'm horrid at that.
the sec1s this year very the.......um....... diao?
like the range is very extreme. Not like us, hahahaa
haix, and i still think i look like a sec1 TT seriously....

This year got PW and i guess my team is pretty nice :)
made some new friends :) ohoh and i found out that
many of my friends have links wif my other frens LOL :S
It's pretty cool :D but bloody hell,
2E's classroom is in antartica man =.=
all the way up on the 5th floor then all the way at the end TT
its a torture every morning =.= but horh,
good thing is that not many 'cher's
will bother to climb up to spotcheck :DD
so can smuggle food up. ohlala~
of cos except when csj is teaching nxt door luh =.=
like today.... super heng din get caught cos i ran back in =.=
hehe i nid to alter my skirt soon :X

andand today sth interesting happened :)
i went back wif joan after having lunch
and we were like
making super sacarstic comments bout sth xDDD
or at least i was xP
then we went to the NTUC dere buy chips and drinks
after that walkwalktalktalk a while
then i walked back to 17 bus stop
cos joan stay veh near sch.
then as i was appraoching the bus stop,
two sec1s came up to me and
asked if i knew how to get back to AHS
then i was quite shocked luh. then i asked them why.
they told me they walk walk walk then got lost liao =.=
then cos the chang cheng neh open then i think they dunno the
alternative way back to main gate luh.
So, being the nice person that i am. i guided them back luh
using the bigbig hill dere that path.
then thay thanked and walked off LOL
i still dunno if they still are lost luh.
but i think they met some other AHS-ian
and asked them too lorh.
anyways.......
I HAVE DONE A GOOOOOD DEED :D :D :D
and of course, I DERSERVE A BLUE FORM!
LOL, just kidding x) i just feel great after helping 'em
and also moral of story(fiction):
GET AHS TO OPEN THE BLOODY BACK GATEE!
DUDE, IT IMPORTANT MAN D:<
u caused a sec1 to get lost =.=

anyways, happy school day to you all blog readers :)
Lotte

2009-12-25T00:43:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas! :D
yea wadeva, dun bullshit me =.=
worst christmas ever.....
I live a sad life, I have no friends, don't speak to me T.T
throughly dissapointed this year....
but issnt this "the season to be jolly?"
wadeva, i must be watching too much of the christmas carol @.@
to be affected by the wrinkled old miser's mood.
haix.
Whenever i think about it, it just lifts my spirits so high.
and now, everything just come crashing down....
i had really high expectations.......
wadeva, just dun think about it.
Nites
and merry christmas everyone

2009-12-20T16:01:00.002+08:00

HELLO :)
i'm back from my holidays.
HAHA okay it was a long time ago but i was kinda lazy to post
=.= maybe i shld just delete this blog....
i'm becoming lazier and its dead and nobody really cares about it..
aww, fuck too many things are getting on my nerves lately.
just tell me do i delete this blog?

2009-12-07T17:07:00.002+08:00

最后发现笑着哭最痛。。。
it really true.....
trying to smile behind all those tears...
forever puting up a brave smile....
that hurts the most....
what's behind the smiley mask that i put on?

2009-12-04T12:18:00.002+08:00

CCA CHALET!
AHAHA was fun and funnae.
michelle and i were the only sec1s who went for the 2nd day
see, we're soooo nice ;0
lazy to post all the details up now plus i'm a lil feverish T.T
pictures on fb aldy :)
looking forward to nxt year's farewell xDDD

2009-11-26T23:20:00.002+08:00

boo! ahaha finally got unlimited sms aldy. heehee
sms parttaeeee :DDD
haha someone flew off 5days ago and left me at home T.T
so sad haha but nehmind my sotong is going to be back tmr!
WOOTS~ :DDD but tmr public holiday....
which means 'parents at home wif you' day
went out wif cousins today YEAHHH
then got this stupid curly hair beside me at mosburger
trying to accuse me =.= cos we bought mosburger and bubble tea
and sat at mosburger dere mah, then we finished the burger left
the bubble tea, then we still sitting dere drinking.
And that curly hair said to her family loudly
"mosburger got sell bubble tea one meh?"
=.= fuck her upside down can, the staff see aldy oso neh say anything
and that nosey curly had to say this crap =.=
and i told my cousin and then he was like cracking jokes
all the way until we got home LOL
i shan't say the stuff here just in case....
but overall it was a pretty great day, except fer the part
when we were broke cos of that arcade. haha

Lotte
you make me smile

2009-11-19T13:07:00.003+08:00

YO! hahaha ytd
went out wif siokie to bugis after cca
initially was wif kaising too then
she coundn't make it after some complications.
sad...must plan another one okay!!!
so just me and siok went lo.
Ate at pasta mania, they had some lunch promo?
O.o but still ex leh..
then went to the box office see got wad show
then in the end nth nice to watch,
then those nice ones all got rating.. =.=
dammit. then sua lo
took neos! :DD then
we went to the arcade play.
haha that arcade damn cool! :D
quite cheap lah then i won a minne mouse
from the soft toy machine thingy with the
help of siok of cos x.o hehe
small one luh, then can exchange one lehh.
supercool! xD then we played bball
hahahah! omg got alot of balls sia
then keep flying out =.= play until hand pain
but damn fun. heh
then 5 sth aldy OMG,time flies haha
nidda go home le, then siokie bought
sotong balls and sotong from old chang kee
nice :) haha she haven eat yet then the sotong
drop LOL then i gave her my sotong haha.
sotong for a sotong XD

Thanks for ytd, dear. Had lotsa fun :DD

2009-11-17T16:57:00.005+08:00

okay peepos just kop-ed quizzzzz from joan who koped form booneh :D

Rules:
1) Answer the ones below and add up the numbers.
2) If you got a certain number, look for the word representing the number and repost this tag as " I am a _____"

- You like cheese.[x]
- You hate peanuts.[]
- You agree that this quiz is random.[x]
- You have farted today.[]
- You have choked on something.[x]
- You are a writer.[]
- You smoke[]
- You like to swim.[x]
- You have farted more than once today.[]
- You like ice cream.[x]

TOTAL SO FAR = 5

- You have lied more than 10 times.[x ]
- You are an only child.[]
- You have more than 3 pets.[]
- You prefer water to other drinks.[]
- You are an alcoholic.[]
- You are under 20 years old.[x]
- You are over 30 years old.[]
- You have a boyfriend/girlfriend, married.[]
- You like jewelry.[]
- You like the music genre rock.[x]

TOTAL SO FAR = 8

- You weigh more than 140 lbs.[]
- You like pirates.[]
- You like anime.[x]
- You are a fangirl/fanboy of something.[x]
- You take a prescription drug every day.[]
- You have a job.[]
- You live with your parents.[x]
- You like to eat eggs.[x]
- You have a religion/ you believe in a God.[x]
- You dress stranger than other people.[]

TOTAL SO FAR = 13

- You have had diarrhoea in the past 2 weeks.[]
- You have eaten something odd before.[x]
- You are bad at math.[x]
- You love electronics.[x]
- Someone/something has pissed you off in the past week.[x]
- You curse a lot.[x]
- You believe in aliens.[]
- You play video games.[x]
- You have low self-esteem.[]
- You carry a purse when you go out.[]

TOTAL SO FAR = 19

- You like flowers.[x]
- You are bisexual or homosexual.[]
- You are a Capricorn or a Scorpio.[]
- You have used tarot before.[]
- You believe in ghosts.[]
- You believe in horoscopes.[x]
- You thought some jokes you read today was really funny.[x]
- You have gotten some riddles right.[x]
- You have gotten in/came close to being in a fist fight.[x]

TOTAL SO FAR = 24

- You like fire.[]
- You have fainted or passed out before.[]
- You have a high school diploma.[]
- You used to live in America.[]
- You use hand sanitizer a lot.[]
- You consider yourself a nerd.[]
- You have tried chewing tobacco.[]
- You are a conspiracy theorist.[]
- You sleep in the nude.[]

TOTAL SO FAR = 24

- You have imagined yourself being famous.[x]
- You own a stuffed animal.[x]
- You like watermelon.[x]
- You used to live in Europe.[]
- You have a fetish for something.[x]
- You fidget a lot.[x]
- You agree that this quiz has nothing to do with anything.[x]
- You won't re-post this quiz.[x]
- You have your own personal computer and don't share one.[]
- You have a brother.[x]

TOTAL SO FAR = 32

- You can cook well.[]
- You like to party.[x]
- You are a bad dancer.[x]
- You are a professional dancer.[]
- You have crossed paths with a black cat.[x]
- You have a friend that you think is crazy.[x]
- You have under 10 good, close friends.[]
- You are anticipating your answer to this quiz.[x]
- You have run away from something.[x]
- You have watched the movie: "X Men 3".[]

TOTAL SO FAR = 38

- You like to mix soft drinks together.[x]
- You have done an odd experiment.[x]
- People have stared at you oddly in public.[]
- Your grandmother(s) are still alive.[x]
- You have a step-mom or dad.[]
- You hate to be tagged.[]
- You have been a member to soompi for under 3 months.[]
- You have a soompi addiction. You come here at least twice a day.[]
- Your hair is (dark/)brown.[x]
- You love to eat candy.[x]

TOTAL SO FAR = 43

- You have dressed up for Halloween.[]
- You love cats.[]
- You have a quirky personality.[x]
- You are a coffee addict.[]
- You live near a body of water.[]
- You have had a toothache.[x]
- You currently have to go to the bathroom.[]
- You like reading others' comments on this quiz[]
- You are a vegetarian/vegan.[]
- You use the term: "Epic Fail".[]

GRAND TOTAL = 45

Results:10-25 = A spaceship.
26 = Corn.
27 = The Chosen One.
28 = A donkey.
29 = Flashlight.
30 = Weed.
31 = Stalker.
32 = Poodle.
33 = A turd.
34 = Pacifier.
35 = Chili.
36 = A continent.
37 = Bamboo.
38 = A Nissan Skyline.
39 = Pedophile.
40 = A rather large and smelly fish.
41 = Parachute.
42 = Mob of angry sheep.
43 = A clone of yourself.
44 = A mortified chocolate deer antler.
45 = Pincushion.
46 = Toilet seat.
47 = Ninja.
48 = Psycho passion fruit.
49 = Yellow snow.
50 = Flammable.
51 = A poison Easter basket.
52 = A dirty diaper.
53 = Mammary gland.
54 = A moose humping a guardrail.
55 = An illegal immigrant.
56 = Tofu.
57 = Microscopic testicle fuzz.
58 = Staple gun.
59 = Tail feather.
60 = A white rapper.
61 = A shotgun shell.
62 = Sexy as hell.
63 = A popcorn fart.
64 = A rusty, herpes infected needle.
65 = Fortune cookie.
66 = Barack Obama.
67 = Chinchilla.
68 = Weapon of mass destruction.
69 = An epic failure at everything.
70 = Sweat
71 = Naughty nymphomaniac.
72 = Bicycle tire.
73 = A semi-proportionate and anonymous fish scale.
74 = The Bubonic Plague.
75 = Turkey.
76 = Amoeba.
77 = A lice-infected hobo.
78 = The ruler of all evil.
79 = Horny toad.
80 = Fairy Godmother.
81 = Tuba.
82 = Anorexic llama capillary.
83 = Moldy snot.
84 = Miley Cyrus wannabe.
85 = Doppelganger.
86 = Future porn star.
87 = Unnatural disaster.
88 = Statistical database.
89 = Genital lice.
90 = Rocket launcher.
91 = Ruby vomit.
92 = Maggot.
93 = Selfish antagonistic poofing cat.
94 = Pudding.
95 = A gravy train.
96 = Santa Claus.
97 = Paris Hilton's big toe.
98 = Decaying insect corpse.
99 = Blood bank.
100 = Freak of nature and humanity

I AM A PINCUSHION. pokepoke :)

2009-11-17T14:28:00.003+08:00

Heyyo peepo :D
long time no post again. haha psps
Too long a holiday can really kill me d-.-b
locked up at home with that stupid pile of homework
staring at me accusingly while i use the comp,
waiting for me to pick up a pen and vandalise it with words.
sian...cant really go out much, and have got no mood to do any work.
shit man, feel like i'm just sitting dere rotting away.
wasting my time. hmmph
shall try to do the yingyongwen tonight.
provided i dun get distracted by the TV agn.
Sorry siok! :x and thanks for brightening my day
everytime :DD we'll be by each other sides no matter what.
ILY i know we both have recently hit a rough patch in life,
trust is most important now, and i hope u wont lose this trust.
GANBATTE! we will make it thru :)
hahaha i wanted to go out to deliver invitation cards
today and shop fer prezzies fer sec4s with cca but parents din allow.
Freaking hell. say i go out too much wad bullshit lurh
only went out twice since start of holis.
=.= haix

[edited]-
Btw, sorry for not linking u all, codes got lost while changing
blogskin -.- hehe and i'm kinda lazy to go and relink agn now
unless someone helps me. HAHA
psps i'll try to find the patience and time to do so A.S.A.P

LOTTE<3

2009-11-02T13:22:00.003+08:00

Ignore that freaking last post....
i got seriously pissed with some faggot....
anyway i got myself a handphone strap le :DDD
love it, hehe. and next on my shopping list
will be a new wallet. I've been waiting for it
for like suuuuper looong aldy.......
i think i'l get a myuk one or billabong?
dunno...see how lah....
and like I'm getting really blur lurh....
cos all along i thot i had added yuanying
on facebook and i just realised i havent
after like wad? 9 months? zzzz =.=
and some other things too....
i need a bottle of anti-blurness pill,fast!

lotte

2009-10-30T21:04:00.003+08:00

BLOODY FUCKING LOW-DOWN SON OF A BITCH
U NOT HAPPY COME CONFRONT ME LAH.
DUN NID TO USE UR HELL OF UR FUCKING
TRICKS TO MAKE ME KEEL.
BALLESS TOAD
KINDLY FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE AND
TAKE UR PATHETIC ASS WITH YOU
YOU DUN NEED TO PUT UP A BLOODY
SHOW IN FRONT OF MY FRENS TO EARN
THEIR SYMPATHY YOU LOSER.
ITS OVER SO CANT U JUST GET ROTTEN
LUMPY BRAIN TO PROCESS IT.
GO GET URSELF A STINKING LIFE
INSTEAD OF STALKING
ME ON FB AND LURING MY FRENS
YOU GUTLESS ARSEHOLE.
YOU THINK BY JUST DOING THAT YOU'RE
GUNA MAKE ME FALL?
NICE JOKE TOAD.

2009-10-30T20:04:00.002+08:00

BOO! last day of sch today....
Man... time flies like wtf can...
I haven had my fill of being sec1
then now going to be sec2 aldy
its like seriuosly super fast....
I'm guna miss 1respect sia....
thou we merely knew one another fer
1 year but there is this bond between us.
Ahaha i know cheem agn. ps
Felt like crying when the bell rang at 11am
LOL dun ask me why......
but at least still got chalet :D haix
cant stay overnight lo... sad...
but nehmind i'm guna stay till LATE LATE.
1RESPECT' 09 !!!!! ROCK ON

lotte
tell me when i'm wrong please

2009-10-24T21:53:00.002+08:00

Been going out recently(:
1st time on deepavali wif xinying and jamie jiejie :D
then today wif shannon and gennie sista! :D
haha today went bugis to take neo and watch my sister's keeper.
A very sad and touching story.....
then during the movie gennie suddenly
told me that the guy didnt have eyebrows
LOL! then we laugh like damn loud.
Oops. but the cinema is like 98% empty can
then we kept cracking jokes and laughing
when like the gal behind shannon was crying
=.= zomg
hehe then take neo that time
got someone just rip open the curtain
and looked at us inside T.T
gawd, how rude can people get?
hehe but the neo damn niceeee.
after that shopped around abit
then proceeded to bugis street
and gennie got her earings(:
then walked to iluma to see see.
dere the things damn ex uh...
BUT GOT SHUTTER SHADES! i wan!
hehe a pity they had to leave early...
haha but nehmind nxt time then!

PS: i'll post the pictures nxt time

2009-10-18T21:55:00.001+08:00

OMG! haha fahrenheit is quite evil hahaha but looks funs lor

2009-10-16T17:38:00.002+08:00

HELLOS, EXAMS OVER!!! WOOTS~
hehe actually it was over ytd, but too lazy to post
haha the maths paper was like damn hard =.=
and i screwed the english, fuck. i am so dead.
anyway nvm, its all water under the bridge.
haha went out wif JAMIE eviljiejie and JOAN moreeviljiejie
to whitesands after exams fer lunch, Crappedshopped.
then jian went to meet her piggie*ahem ahem*.
HAHAHA so me and jamie din wanna play gooseberry
so we went home.

today
MINI-olympics(: haha
watched sec2s play captain's ball awhile
then went to cca room to play cards.
helped jiahuan play cheat awhile.
hahaha i'ma pro? jkjk then tried to play
the horiibly dismantled drum set O.o
guitar and go disiao michelle while
she playing piano, ahahaha. evilness
then after that went back to class while chatchat.
then went to eat then went back cca room chatted
wuf peepo agn. then played twister wif seniors
OMG sec3 seniors are evil peepos man.
dere were like 2 sec1s playing and 5 sec2s?so many
then the sec3s got to spin the board and tekan us.
haha.

will cont later. byebye

2009-10-08T18:18:00.002+08:00

Yo peepo! haha took down my blog fer awhile in case ya din know.
Hahaha. Its my last day being 12(: LOL
after 12midnight today and i'll lose all my childish innoncence.
hehe jkjk.
Actually hor. being 13 has its perks :D
A little more freedom
HAHAH
and maybe my mom will increase my curfew?(hah, fat hope)
Anyway, i share the same birthdate as shannon and my aunt so yea,
HAPPY BDAY to all of us :D
and and JIAYOU fer the EOYs too!
love ya all<3

lotte

2009-09-20T19:50:00.002+08:00

Can i have a time machine? cos u know
it would really be darned helpful now.

I've said it once and i'll say it again.
I'm the stupidest person on Earth.
I get tricked once, and still don't learn my lesson.
And now, i end up losing everything.
When will i learn that Life is never like fairytales?
When will i learn not to be so native?
When will i learn to move out of my comfort zone?
When will i learn how to be strong?
When will i not fall back to square 1?
when. when when.
seriously,
Fuckit.
A thosand questions and not one answer.
Sometimes, a word of encouragement from an enemy,
is better then a thousand word of praise from a 'ghost' friend
I'm feeling so isolated. Why?

Damn the emo-ness.

2009-09-08T13:03:00.000+08:00

Hello PEEPOs(:
long time no post again.
ahaha ps uh.
YAY holidays!:D
but like useless lor.
we pay so much fer
just less than 1 damned
week of hols.
FUCKER.
so much homework
eLearnig, test.
Knnb. Like PSLE.
then the 1st week
of sch aldy got 3 tests.
Seriously cn die derh.
Ahhhhhhhh.....
shoot i just finished 2
eng compre and the summary nia.
Planning to eLearn(:
then finish off the maths
set paper.
*gulp* IF possible lah >.<
hehe lets start
MUGGING!!!!!!!

tata
Lotte

2009-08-31T17:17:00.000+08:00

Yay!
went back to rss today(:
gawd, i miss 6/4 sia.
not everybody came back, so sad larh
hehe but at least got people come back.

Celebrations in ahs was uhm, nice?haha
Had the band,HARMOC<3,2G's band,dance society and 4A's dance(:
LOL omg 4A's dance damn nice cos of a guy.
wahpiang he damn'pro' can. dance like some super expert
then freaking funny lorh, cos he look and act damn niang
ahhh,cant stop laughing at him:D
they were dancing to wonder girls'Nobody.
haha then in the end on the way to rss with
the peeps from ahs we were like laughing
and trying to imitate him. LOL

Then when reached rss while signing in, isaw jiaxin arrive
actually no, i din reconise her at 1st cos her uni look
like some JC student derh.
then i thot JC oso come back sia, so loyal meh?
then afetr that i took a closer look
then realised that it was jiaxin. LOL xD
silly me.

After that went to the hall to watch the performance.
then i realised all anglican high derh.
We were the 1st sch to be released(:
Just in time to see the 'chers walking into the hall.
like got some red carpet for them liddat. balloons and dry ice
everywhere. walao lastime where got liddat one lorh. kns
but in the end we waved to all the 'chers and screamed
like some siao kia. -extra. hehe

hehe lousy performance larh. So went to canteen to eat.
Then i go buy food then the auntie thot i sec3 sia.
omg. WHCIH PART OF ME LOOKS SEC3????????
gosh,i very young one u know.
haha then after that sat down eat,chat
man,the food damn cheap and nice lorh.
if everyday go back eat then gud lorh.
hehe then after eating the concert ended
so 7 or 8 of us went to staff room go disiao mr lee.
hahahaha he still looks the same.
same hair,same smile,same suan-people hobby(:

then after sian liao go disturb mr kwakwa's class.
hehe, he got lesser white hair le. brandon oso worh.
lucky me no white hair. HAHAHA :D
distributed prezzies to some teachers
then visit tian lao shi -my instructor.
i'm surprised she still reconises me siol.
then keep like putting her hands on my cheek and pull?
LOL dunno larh. hehe
and i din know Han lao shi knows my eng name =.=
"charrr-lotte" hehe din get to see fenglaoshi -conductor
supersupersadsad.

then afterwards when more people came
mr lee to treated us to drinks(:
ultra nice-ness :D
then after mr kwa came and said
" i oso wan" and mr lee was like "okayokay"
then "eh?! cannot! u working got money liao.NO!"
LOL super funny, cant stop laughing at him
haha jiaxin din want so sad, then dingxiang
was like "free wan ah? i wan lah!" LOL
his voice change like siao, i very buxiguan sia.
so diao,so low. abit qigua
that time his voice super high,
even higher then mine lorh.
then he spurt now same hieght as me =.=
so many guys spurt-
Alvah,Yuchuan,Dingxiang,Luka
and i think that time saw jia chen oso quite tall.
SUCK LAH,WALAO
so tall for wad!

Haaaa. nehmind
i rather be a shorty then an overgrown piece of junk.
`lalala. jkjk i know its normal lah
but the feeling seriously suck.
after that sat down at a table to
crapeatchatcrap and then SIOKIE CAME!
yay! lol din get to see tallie kaising.
haha then after that went back at 2+
damn tired. i think i'm the only ahs-ian
that stayed so long.

haha okay,super loong post sorry.
byebye

2009-08-23T20:57:00.000+08:00

Oh my GAWWWD.
I hate blogger. i seriously hate blogger =.=
take so damn looong to load up the page.
then in the end cant get my codes posted up.
IDIOT. so sad lorh. no music in my blog fer now.
crap.
so many test nxt week, and i haven revise!
AH!
maths retest on rate,ratio and speed
science CT on SR and elements
home econs mind-map thingy
SPA test?(issit? forgot liao)
Oral on sat.

OMG. i'd better start mugging(:

2009-08-13T17:20:00.000+08:00

I just wanna sink away from this world.
Its so tedious,tirinrg
Worries everyday.
Love.Work.Relations
i'm really very tired,
Its like running a never ending marathon.
U run till ur lungs burst
and u still cannot reach the finishing line.
A lost.A failure. A disappointment
From someone like me
I need achevements to push me on
but now every single thing i do is a failure
I really dunno how to get back up
Stand up and start again
Get back my confidence.
I'm really lost.
LOst and not found.
never will be

2009-08-06T20:30:00.000+08:00

boo! just revamped my blog. hehe. bout camera agn....
but nice rite? hahaha nola i know very plain but yeah its nice.

2009-07-25T22:23:00.001+08:00

YoYoYoYo peepos. :) haha these few days paseed by in a blurr. Then make me oso become blurrrrr blurrrrr de. =.= slacking. Last tues 'sneaked' outta school to buy bubble tea at the 85 market dere then still gort a good 1 and a half hours left so went to the playground behind joan's house wif michelle and joan. xD then got the sign that says "This playground is designed for children of age 3-12" then both of them 13 liao i still 12 mah :) so they cant play! WAHAHAHAHA. overaged LOL. aiya who cares lorh. yepyep so we played a while, then tired liao so sat down and chat-chat-chat. then horh dunno why, i somehow got the hottest place to seat =.= now i think half of my face darker than the other liao..... its damn HORT! but sad...after that went back to sch fer CCA budden instructor no come so agn we PLAYED! -Hide.and.Seek :D hahaha around the sciences and hall block. run like siao :D
but fun. hehe ended CCA by playing the GOD song. =.= so yeah quite fun.
GTG le.
BYeBYe

Lottie

2009-07-17T16:22:00.002+08:00

HAAPIE Bday TO SIOKKKIIIEE! WAKAKAKA xD. another year older. :D
too bad i havta w8 another 3 more months for mine :(
sad sad. haha but nvm lahhs cos i still am 12 when taking the NAFA. xD
gosh, i'm dieing to learn the set drums and the piano version of - the river flows in you.
SUUPPPPER NICE!

2009-07-08T17:14:00.005+08:00

OMG i hate geog. =.=
the stupid brochure hai me waste so much ink and paper sia.
stupid!!!! AH!!!!!
but nvm cos now finish liao. xD
hehe it feels good? LOL still got aidio recording.
haix sian sia. i hate recordings.
then still got chi book review, yue du li jie A and B.
Maths 3 questions. LOL haix. so many things.
=.=" i wan play! LOL okok.
later, i shall be good and guai guai go do my
friggin homewoks. tata. ^.^

Lottie.

tell me more, tell me more, tell me more

2009-07-06T08:40:00.002+08:00

HellloOs! HappyYouth's Day! xDD
hahahaha so sad no more children's day liao.
now only got youth's day D":
sian eveen youth;s day sos nid choing work.
haix buh bye

2009-06-29T09:25:00.002+08:00

YOos peepos. Last sat was FUNN!!!!!! xDD
haha but tiring. frm 8.30am to 8.30pm siol
almost 12hrs. =.= haha but like i said its FUNN!!!
hehe everytime after lunch or dinner then we'll get hyper
and play! LOL! mostly trying to tak candids of ppl.
HAHAHAHA i got lots of my SL. xDD
lalalas. hehe. BTW, the food SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!
seriously the rehersal and full dress rehersal that time
the food seriously sucked. =.= dunno wad kind of malay curried rice
and chicken is that. most ppl chose cup noodles over that.
but me? haix got some kind of phobia of cup noodles =.=
so bo bian hideous rice and chicken it is for me then.
but shared wif michelle so nort so bad... she half i half
actually not really lah. when finish the rice still left half of the pcket.
Saturday's food at least still edible got some standard. xD
Chicken rice for lunch as in REAL CHICKEN RICE. the nice nice rice
and 1 drumstick. xDD the chilli was nicce. LOL
then WESTERN FOOD fer dinner!!!!!!! YEA!!!
lol. okays okays lah. Was 2 pieces of fish fillets
and soggy fries. -.-' but was kinda famished cos
b4 that got the 1st performance and then went high
xD. used up energy. hehe
i think b4 lunch that time everybody damn quiet
some sleeping, some doing work, some listening to music
some practsing. i was doing crossword puzzle wif michelle and urm
eliase? dunno how spell xDD.
Cos is really very tiring the on Fri had full dress then strt at
7.30 end at 4 or 5 plus. =.= nxt day performance liao
seriously rmbed waking up and looking in the mirror only to find
that got deep eye bags on sat haiz.

thats all bah.
i go eLearning le. ^^
BYEBYEs

2009-06-25T22:24:00.002+08:00

OMG the heymath i got 17/30 for the algebraic manuplication thingy.
shit man. gotta prac more. >.<
left wif 2 zhuo wens, geog brochure, acc project and eng thing to finish up.
JIAYOUS!!!!! choing ahhhh!!!!!
budden sat whole day got performance.
sian 1 day wasted sia. i wanna go home.
=.=

time is precious dun waste it

2009-06-23T12:32:00.002+08:00

OMG. sian sia dunno why now
feel like crying.....
Its like so tired then still
got so many things to do.
if dun do will die,
then feel like just got stabbed
in the back by someone u trusted,
double-crossed u,
after u gave so much time and care,
to comforting and protecting and then
of a sudden the tables just turned
and u end up getting hurt.
Shit the damned fate.

2009-06-18T14:01:00.002+08:00

YO!
Woots the class party was FUn! xD
thou not many ppl came but still fun.
went to escape and the 1st ride was
the yakult thingy.LOL ok its quite nice? =.=
anyways later went on the go kart.
NICE! hahaha w8-ted quite long.
It was my 1st time riding then the lady din ask me whether
know how to ride anot lol. okay nvm. there was this thing
<--BRAKE GAS-->
LOL okay nvm then at 1st was quite nice going don slopes and all
then the last lap that time i oso dunno why going down the
slope that time i suddely lost control then the car swerved to the left
and rammed into the side. i think my right arm suffered the brute of the impact
cos its still hurts like siao now. =.= then SUPER HENG FOR THE SEAT BELT sia
it held me in, if not i would have flew out of the go kart.
Budden dunno wad hit the side of my head then now got 1 GIANT BALOOKU(bump)
now my head. zzzz... serioulsy at that moment after i crashed it was super painful
its like someone punched u at ur heart the bashed u on the head wif a club
and pushed u forward while holding ur shoulders back. i was surprised i din bleed......
anyways my specs flew out when i crashed and skided. sian
Then after that jiachen said" dun ever gat a driving license, u are a national harzard."
lol then we all laughed. sean was behind me then he said the way i crashed damn scary.
LOL but i'm more or less fine now....
kays nvm then at bout 5 smth left escape wif gennie,qiwei,eliss,grace
the boys wanted to play a while more.
Rushed to ehub to buy movie ticks then w8ted formore ppl agn hahaha
jia chen and eroy din want to watch the movie which was drag me to hell.
GAWD they were lucky. the movie was seriously freaky.
i din watch half the movie and spend that closing my eyes
or listening to songs on siok's hp. LOL halfway thru brandon called me
,my phone vibrated and i got a shock sia. wathcing the movie
halfway then phone strt to vibrate zzz... T.T
anyways after the movie went to macs for dinner which was at 7.45 bah
then had to rush home cos of curfew. sian
anyways sti; suffering form aftereffects from the movie.
so, moral of story=
NEVER EVER, EVER, EVER, WATCH A HORROR MOVIE
AT NIGHT OR IN THE LATE EVENINGS WHEN
U KNOW U CANT STAND HORROR AND WILL GET SERIOUSLY
FREAKED OUT FOR 1 MONTH AFTER THAT.
so yea thats bout all. xDDD

Signing off,
LotTie.

2009-06-15T20:17:00.002+08:00

AHHHH.
i seriously have to mugg fer the rest of
june holis and this year. =.=
i've been suuuppper slack sia...
the whole time i only did 1 assignment fer the homwork.
omfg. >:o i'm so dead man......
haix and i'm still playing....
i've going down 1 very very very steep slope
academic wise.... sigh... dunno whyys...
nvm, i'll try to mugg.

byebyes
Lottie.

2009-06-08T21:19:00.002+08:00

YO poopies XD hahaha
i hate my phone...=.=
the buttons all jamming up liaoz....
sometimes cannot press the middle 1
sometimes cannot press 8 or 2
sometimes the whole fucking phone lagg
until i whack it a few times then can use again...
damn idiotic siol.
haix and i haven do my holiday hmwk yet...=.=
die liao...my schedule busier by the day....
haix everytime oso liaddat....b4 june
no plans then i free like hell then
after that everything strts flooding in.
sian going no time do work liao....
even if got i dun think i'll have the mood to do
anything at all.....haix
kk signing off liaoz. xDD

buaibye
Lottie XD

2009-06-05T16:05:00.002+08:00

YAy!!!! holi finally come liao. xD woots!
haix but got alot of work...all on9..
i dunno why lah. budden i cannot concenrate while doing work on9 de lehhs...
haix....sianz....lata cannot finish then tio meh agn...
walao cca damn sianx and tiring sia....
mon=9am--12pm
tues=9am--3pm... kanasai =.=
wed=1.30pm--2.30pm xDD
we oso not UG or sports de den the timing oso so loong....
=.=
CO and guitar oso dun have sia.....
haix nvm, actually friday quite fun. ^.^
cos the 85 nvr open then we need hv lunch mah so
we ordered KFC. XD nice! had shrooms burger and mashed potato and pepsi..
they din deliver iced milo...sad...michelle din order lunch at all?
O.o
kk thats all fer now. XDD
byebyes

LoTTiE

2009-05-22T15:11:00.013+08:00

HELLOS PPL! soz long time no post.....blog rotting like hell
hehe okay anyways ITS PICTURE POST TIME!
WAKAKAKAKA. XD

okay so this is the map of asia that we drew and coloured
ourselves. it is completly pricessless! the only one in this whole world!
100% original!hahaha :D most colourful map too XD nice ritye?

Yay! this are my masterpieces in the D&T heehee

got sotong,jigsaw puzzle?, plaster and the SAI!

hahaha XD i love the sotong and shit the most :D

see wad happens to mr cute bear bear when charlotte

gats bored while revising fer her goeg test XD

:D my finger with the boooo-tiful sai on top looking

like a hat.

haha this pic was taken rite after the sotong and shit

came out from the oven and its like damn hot.

joan and my shit! XD 2 hot shits:D hahaha

nice hole in the table eh? i found this on one of the uppersec's table

damn cool sia. i wanna do oso! XD

kk thats the end.

sayonara!

Lottie

2009-05-15T17:00:00.001+08:00

OMG ahahaha GO WATCH THIS!!!!! damn friggin funaeeee!!!! hahaha
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rfGKg09uU_k&feature=PlayList&p=D66A348DECFDBAB3&index=0
those from 1respect shld know ahaha

2009-04-09T19:51:00.002+08:00

hi ;X long time no see. hehe got loads of pics to put up here but lazy to lah...zzz.... the class party i oso haven post sian.... lala okok i strt now XD

ok so on 5/4/09 we went to joananne's house at clearwater to celebrate the jan,feb and march ppl's Bday. Supposed to go dere fer BBQ but then haven strt BBQ-ing then strted raining...damnit sia everytime BBq always liddat de sia then we zao to the nearest shelter to put our bags then ran bak to help move the stuff. by the time i tink everybody all wet liaos XD the the 'void deck' of the block oso got flooded then zac spotted a centipede frantically crawling away the zac was like" eh! poisionous de!" then ken go kik it to a humonguos puddle of water near it and in the end it drowned. Evil man.... not all the ppl arrive liao mah so we decided to eat dere 1st lo the when like we chilling out dunno is meredeith or hu spotted a house wif the TV on then its like frm my view can see damn clearly.lol haha then they complain that we stuck in the rain then they at home watching TV sumore is channel 8(can see so clearly) lala after tat the rain finally stoppped then we went to climgb the spider web or sumthing liddat la i dun really know the name. the apparently they wanted the whole class to get on it but soome ppl keep shaking it then the others dun dare T.T but then i fiannly climbed to the top! WOOOHOOO!! haha fun but then agn like i said someppl keep shaking the my back keep banging aganist the metal pole cos i siting down mah but overall still is damn fun lah haha. XD
i contiune nxt time!damn tired of typing lala

LOTTE

2009-03-31T16:13:00.004+08:00

hello!!! :DD haha
in sch quite boring....haix....i hate my seat nobody to tok too..
the ppl around me most not very close but still okay lah.....some how can click wif eac other T.T
tadae luo lao shi ask us hu got fold skirt de stand up then like i tink almost half of the girls stand up.....including me XD then she gave a loooooonnnggggg lecture on the wad attitude thingy.....-.-' then proceded to check our hair and socks. lala i'm innocent in that XD

haha ok i know lame.
recently they want us to do the dunno wad out-of-sylables-topic-presentation thing
haiyo damn waste of time siol. Like now i'm doind the maths 1 but i got bored and decided to slack a while XD.lala.
haha kay gtg now Xd

2009-03-26T17:38:00.002+08:00

gosh i damn suay....
become malay rep....
i dun mind if is still is cikgu enwin budden now change to 1 damn bloody bitch damn ba dao sia she tink she teach the wad special conversstional malay then damn pro issit. come in jiu scold ppl. kao pei lah then i sit nxt to some idiot then cant even use hp cos from my place wadeva u do under table teacher can see. fuck fuck fuck bloody suay

2009-03-20T11:36:00.002+08:00

yoyoyo! XD yea... okay lame.
haha soz blog dead for very long T.T
i've been slacking for like almost the whole 1 week school holis...
went to whitesands to do some dumb eng project on wed wif yi xuan,xin ying and jolene.. haha u stay in the library do abit nia then went to the pasir ris park to cycle. >.<>.< haha the playground dere is damn nice..i know very childish but i remb i used to dream of playing in this kind of playground when i was young hehe xD
overall its quite fun lah but i got like 6 mosquito bites.kao pei man.. each leg got 3.....damn....
i know my blood is damn sweet damn nice to drink but pls leave it for me can?cos belive me i really nid it more than u guys(de mosquitos).if u really despoly nid blood y dun u just turn ur head and bite ur self and suck out as much blood as u wan(and die in the process.)
haha xD

2009-03-01T16:14:00.003+08:00

gosh why do i keep bumping into this kind of friggn peepo?
ytd met some fucking faggot who is damn bloody screwed i tell u,
he nvr say anyhting then come and open my father's car door and wanted to move it just cos it was blocking his way,
well not Blocking.....
is actually he can reverse then turn but that humji dunno how to drive then wan come into the car and drive off the still say wad we no commom sense, lucky my mom stopped him then my father cum back, bloody jibai,he tink he who? obama ah? jiasia lah! he so ugly see his face can vomit ah. nabei man , dunno wad his wife sees in him sia... must be blind.....
Zzzzz... okay enuff of this nonsense got a damn speech to write on computer addction....must be 2 mins long........stupid....
I HATE ENGLISH!!!!!
gosh i nvr thot i wld say this but seriously it's like so energy consuming can?
sigh.... wad can i do? tired....very tired sia.... its like everyday oso got exams...or perpare for exams....dunno lah...

byebye
Lottie

2009-02-28T15:57:00.002+08:00

Wahaha! hello peepos!
hehe blog ish dead :) psps tues got common test then the homework hor.....is not alot lah
haha but i lazy to come and post.
i keep almost failing my test sia 18and ahalf/30 for geog but cant blame me cos the techer seriously suck eggs....
oh ya my phone got consfiscated by some bloody brainless balless lao bastard who is a damn perverted. and his reason? my attitude towards the workpiece was not gud and i was using it AFTER the bell rang when he asked us to clean up which i did then had nth to do so i took out my hp and somehow i was like damn suay that day and he walked over to ask about the progress and then he saw me lo, so too bad for me lah he consfiscated it for like 2 or 3 days then i took it back :) ha... i dun give a damn if i fail D and T.
Then got people cut the finger on the machine....i saw one guy's finger its like the nail and the flesh got sanded of....gross
anyway overall is quite nice bah sec sch excpt that every morn got prayer?tues got some kind of service? .... i dun know....too many test liao haha

signing off :)

2009-01-19T19:21:00.002+08:00

woots! today CCA orientation. :) Although i din really like the CCA at 1st but i'm feeling kinda better about it now :)
hahas got water games and i kana hit by it so many times zzzz.....

2009-01-15T17:43:00.002+08:00

Omg i am seriously gonna fail my science if this goes on...... my teacher is:
Damn smart,
Damn tall
Damn skinny
and damn crazy.
he is tok until so chim nobody can understand him sia. and he is quite young bah.....28. i think he just graduated or smth cos he treats us like we are sec 4s preparing for O lvls.......-.-"
My brain failed to anaylize any of the information that came out of his mouth during his lessons so had to copy notes from my partner and he does not understand either.....infact the whole class does not understand......omg commontest nxt week is on science sia sure die.
zzzz.....of to play le :)
bye

2009-01-03T19:49:00.004+08:00

hello peeps! :)
ps long time no update....
anyways we've moved on to a new sch and we shall make the best of all our time spent dere! yeah! wooootsss!!!!
hehe....gone quite hyper these from influence of my OGLs(orientation group leaders) all of them are councillors and damn hyper :)

Got orientation camp on fri from 7.20am to 6.30pm(no overnight :( sad )
then countinue today frm 8am to 2.30pm hahas quite fun lahs....
with all the screaming of cheers :D

All the OGLs all damn hyper sia. the voices oso damn loud. How loud? u ask
well, when one OGL shouts across the hall filled with people talking without the mike u can still hear him quite clearly.... loud rite?
1stday all like strangers so the class very quiet....zzzz.....
but at least i know joan :)
then when the OGLs teach us cheers that time all of us dun dare shout.....hehe ;)
during the camp deres this quiz whereby the teacher will ask a question then each grp will ask one person to hurry get on stage and say the ans lah
so those sitting infront kana saboed :)
not me lah hehe.....
then our class theres this guy damn funny
ppl run up on stageusing the staircase at the side
he go jump up from the front.lol! the way he do that damn funny lah! then whole class laugh like siao..hahas
so hence he was nicknamed 'the jumper' LOL!

to be contiuned........

Lotte
respect's the mama! ole ole ah ah!

2008-12-16T20:41:00.001+08:00

Woots! siokie coming back tml!
hahas finally........

Lotte

2008-12-15T21:56:00.002+08:00

PLayed habbo the snowstorm until siao today...wa lao eh i damn unlucky keep getting a bunch of people who keep attacking their teamates.... stupid sia whr got ppl attack own team de...

2008-12-10T20:15:00.002+08:00

I'm back and I 've taken up a liking fer blowing bubbles lately as in bubble gum.
hahas its fun....blowing carefully....carefully then suddenly POP! its all over your face!
I'm getting addicted....haha i'm missing someone though....4 or 5 days nvr tok to her aldy.....haha
anyway enjoy ur holidays :D

Lotte
:):):):):):):):):):)

2008-12-06T12:55:00.002+08:00

ok blog's dead...
anyways i'm going off to malaysia tonight...
wont be back till 10dec
Was supposed to go to thailand but...haix...
dun wanna tok about it...its maddening sia

Lotte
Fuck it

2008-11-29T23:13:00.002+08:00

hello!
dang,everyone's blog is dead if not almost(no offence) including mine of cos
spent the whole damn day packing my room to clear up space for nxt year's stuff...
now then i realise that i have alot of books and did a hell lotta worksheets and my room is damn messy....
now feeling abit weird...like gonna fall sick liddat...
haiz....was flipping thru some phots just now while toking to siok on the phone...
funny...we both thot of the same song at the same time...fabulous hahas
i wan fabulous, that is my simply request!
So qiao...
wasnt really in a gud mood so slept frm 4pm to 8pm now cant slp...
haiz bored..i'll try to keep my blog alive

Lotte
living hell...just kill me

2008-11-23T14:14:00.002+08:00

Helloooo poopies!
hehe...ytd went to downtown east to celebrate my bro's Bday
damn idiotic go until dere then strted raining so cant enter escape.....
idiot.....
wa lao my bro damn big shot lah....
cos we eating at New York,New York cos my mom specially booked 2 tables dere(cousins)
and bought a cake
then after that the whole group of waiters and waiteresses sang happy Bday for him while carrying out his Bday cake.
Ok, by then the whole restaurant knew that it was his Bday...
and she kept telling me how fortuanate i was
that so many ppl remembers my Bday and not his
when i recevied presents from my relatives and such on my Bday
uh-huh...
now like 30 over ppl knows its his Bday....
anyways nvm,i'm used to such things by now

dotzz....i miss going to sch alr.....
ok , u may think i'm weird but wadeva...
anyways, gtg now bye! :)

Lotte
lalalas keep moving....

2008-11-13T21:14:00.007+08:00

Hehe frens foreva!(eh plus a teacher at the side!XD)

Sistas!muahs!hehe shannon finally straight hair eh?lol!jkjk

Shan tian MAMA!!!luv yas!

WEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!BFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*muahs!

ily!

Omg....so fast...graduationg soon...laft a few hours to enjoy being in 6/4'08!

wahahaha today got the signatures of teachers!Me ,shantian and rachel went round the school asking fer signatures!!! hehe.mdm lee dun wan sign...so bad....;(

Lots of ppl brought PE T-shirts fer ppl to sign. good idea....but too bad cnt liao...took pictures with frens in class hahas! and of cos candid shots of others! hehe like alvah in the bus damn funny! i take candid shot of him always sucessful de!woots!;)

......OMG i cant accpet the fact that we're leaving so soon.....seriously....

Anyways, no matter wad happens, we will still be

6/4'08!!!the class full of devils!

FRENS FOREVA!!!!

Oh yeahs and to 6/4'09 JY for PSLE!!!Gd luck!!;)

6/4'08rock on!

lotte

2008-11-09T19:08:00.004+08:00

Dotzzz my DIY coke float at a recent buffet at downtown east's sakura...
Been to lots of movies and buffets these few weeks....every weekend go out.
And theres the upcoming class outing and christmas.....wah seh very costly sio....nid lots of $$$$

Anyways pls rmb to bring:

#1.MONEY$$$($8.90 per child;$17.70 per adult)for entrance fee,but pls bring more(duh!)
#2.Extra set of clothes cos got water rides
#3.Bag(ok optional)
to the class outing thanks

Lotte
bring it on,yeahs!

2008-11-05T17:52:00.003+08:00

About the class outing, if u dun confirm with me by 15 nov i will take it as you are not going....i'm tired of asking and asking and keep getting the same ans again and again....

dotzz this blog is super dead....i'll find a chance to upload and post some pics soon....

2008-10-24T16:31:00.002+08:00

Sian.....Before PSLE sian,during PSLE sian,AFTER PSLE oso sian.......
I seriously need a new storybook.....to read.....to kill time
So boring in school.....They say no card games,only board games.wa lao damn unfair lor! the past few years the p6s can bring cards and play we cannot. wa lao where got liddat one?UNO oso cannot, is not like we bring poker cards rite?
Whole day watch movie if not then go talk to frens talk until sian liao.if not jiu go comp lab,the comp there no msn no downloaded games except lauched CD.....all the miniclip,y8,y3 games all play sian aldy......
OMG i used like 6 'sian' in this post.....haiz.....sian.....
Some sec school came to give talks......hahas chung cheng sounds nice, but the transport not convenient, ngee ann oso sounds okay.... dunno which school to go lor.... so many to choose from...haiz anyway 我有的是时间，可以慢慢去想....

再见！
Lotte

2008-10-15T14:21:00.005+08:00

Our friendship is now thread thin.....will we hang on to that last shimmer of hope that will pull us back together?

I know we had our differences, but i never thot this day would come....we had been friends since primary 1,though we weren't that close at that time.I was the kind of what i would now call nerdy-keep-to-myself little kid....always shunning myself away from the crowd,slinking into a dark corner by myself, while you were different...you had friends....a whole big group of them. And me?only a seleted few...we moved onto primary 3 and 4 and thats when we started geting closer, still remember the time when we went to escape theme park?that was my very 1st time going out with frens,1st time i took neoprint,1st time i ever had ever gone out with a boy(though i dun really appreciate you inviting him without my knowledge)In between the crushes and other stuff u were still my very good friend. Those memories will hold a special place in my heart just like u and kaising and the rest of my good frens will.
But when we went on to primary 5 u changed........alot......we started drifting apart,u with all the "paikias" and me with all the sometimes guai sometimes not ppl,u started ignoring some of our frens in primary 3 and 4, but i understand........When the year 2007 came to an end, u were promoted to 6/4 which is now our current class, i was elated becos i could be with you again,but u din sound very excited to come, u feared that all the people would ignore you,i assured you that they wouldn't and by the end of this year you will like this class, but it seems that i was wrong......very wrong....

The starting of this year you hated this class like shit, but u pressed on and made an effort to befriend your classmates.But u hated mr lee.In the middle of the year everything was good,no pressure from peers,from parents and from studies.The trip to xiamen was a memorable one,the frozen water bottles,the late night chat/gossip.How i wish we could go back in time.
But towards the ending of the middle of the year, things took a change for the very worst.... you were"depressed" becos of someone,u started hurting urself.I remembered the phone calls at nite on a daily basis....we would take for hours, each one pouring out thots and problems to the other, those were the times i would never forget. I had quarrals with my mother almost everyday and you were there to lend me a listening ear,comforting me. Although i din understand how u felt at that time,i do now.....losing a important friend for no rhyme or reason.....it really takes a heavy toll on you....

If this is the way you want it to be,i will respect your decession. Although i really dont want to end our friendship this way. You are one of the bestest friend i ever had, and i really want our friendship to be strong,contiune even when we are in secondary school, wheather we are in the same school or not....but judging by what is happening now,i doubt so....

Just in case our friendship does not work out i just wanna say Thank you for sticking with me through thick and thin and being my very good fren.I just want you to know that i treasure every single minute of our friendship,and i dont wanna end our friendship now, but i cannot control how u feel, i want you to know that you will always hold a special place in my heart that nobody can replace, and I love you Siok Hwee, lots

Lotte

2008-10-11T22:37:00.002+08:00

Can u all please stop making me take sides,pls?
U're all putting me in a spot u know?i have to decide who to side with, both sides are my good frens-if i take this side i will lose the other as a friend.......u know how much it hurts?u know how much i hate it?u know how it feels being sandwiched in the middle always?
It really doesn't feel good...........
......it really doesn't......
.........trust me............
................it hurts........
............alot.......

2008-10-10T12:36:00.003+08:00

Hello!!!!long time no see!!!!
yay! (belated)happy birthday to me and shannon!hahas veri looooonnngggg time no see, no on9 alr. Its not the best also not the worst birthday ever.....but i can definitely say that it is the most memorable one ever! thks fer all the presents and well wishes.
hehe i at night go call and disturb somebody...nice....(dun think sick)
haa.....anyway once again happy birthday to shannon,my aunt and of course ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hehe,
byebye

2008-08-28T15:57:00.009+08:00

my yummy cake!at the buffet earlier before going on the flyer. yumyum.....but it doesn't taste as good as it looks...in fact it kinda sucked.....look below...

Formulae 1 race cars seats!!!N Marina bay!!!N esplanade!!!N view of singapore!!N WOOO!!! marina bay remind me of last yr..... hahas it was raining when i took the pic so nort so clear

IN n the flyer zilian-ing.LOL jkjk just being playful cos quite boring......my cousin and i.....

she seems to be saying " hey you! look over here, i'm damn chio rite?"

hahas jkjk hahas view of flyer after we landed....it was still raining....

Well thats the end of the photos......BYEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh,and

HAPPY TEAHER'S DAY!!!!!!!!!!!

LOTTE

muah! loving you always.

2008-08-27T16:29:00.002+08:00

waaaa.......horrible results.......never wanna see this kind of results agn,esp science.
horrible,it hurt my eyes....now its bleeding..... lol jk lah.
Wats over is over, lets not rake up the past, all that happenend is now water under the bridge....Let sleeping dogs lie.
hahas seem familiar? its frm the english morning wrksheet.see, i study!! =D
just work harder and harder lo.....bo bian
anyway i think i deserve this kind of marks, cos i din really go study and revise, just briefly flipping thru the wrksheets. dotz must really buck up if wanna get in some gud school...
currently aming Tanjong Katong Sec but i dun really feel like going dere.....
Haix...teachers day coming up, lets just keep the teachers happy fer one day!heheh nothing to lose anyway.

Lotte
very confused,not thinking properly....

2008-08-22T15:48:00.004+08:00

hELLo!
DAng,the blog's been dead fer 10 days straight!
ah well its the examination week.....cnt online...i cant even touch the comp!
seriously i'm going crazy,not being able to touch the comp for a week!!!!
ARRGHHH!!!!!!!!!!
ok wadeva.
YAY!!! Going on the Singapore Flyer tml!!!!! woooo!!!!!i'll try to get some photos....
if possible put it up...thats is,if my comp doesn't go bonkers....
ya,good fer me but thats tml.....today?tution till 10pm,finish up homework(if possible)
then tml SHIOK AH!!!!!!!!!

Still,PSLE haven over
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AFTER PSLE,
THAT VERY DAY IT ENDS,
I AM SO GOING OUT SHOPPING,PLAY OR WADEVA
I DUN CARE,
I JUST WANNA GET OUT OF THE HOUSE
AND CELEBRATE WITH FRENS OR FAMILY OR BOTH!!!!!!!!!!!
Wanna come and party?

LOtte
lets party....ohyeah...uhhuh. =D

2008-08-11T18:12:00.002+08:00

hello
damn sians........
everyday do homework and revise......
eat and sleep.....
watch tv and listen to music.....
life is such a bore.......
cant i have some excitement in my damn life?
get scolded everyday......
everything i do she will object....
keep finding flaws in me......
this one cannot that one oso cnt must well study the whole damn day then become robot lah.
then she will be happy.
Wait long long arh.

2008-08-08T13:25:00.004+08:00

Long time no see! ha...today celebrations quite nice....huimin and another pri 5 boy damn gud! yu chuan oso nort bad.....sad, he didnt win....nvm lah alr damn gud oready to get in the finals!!
PRO!!!!
Mr lee is damn funny!! he keep jumping up and down and claping the hands,LOL! like those overjoyed children(no offence,really) then after that ke lao shi and mr lee"danced' together like ke lao shi put his arm on mr lee's shoulder then sway to left then to the right.......ke lao shi sang almost all the songs,dotz.btw HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!

Sian,prelims and PSLE coming soon.everyday revise,do homework/testpapers......damned, lost my confidence for chinese again,everytime i get it back some freakin' thing will make me lose it...i cant even secure an A which is 75 fer chinese...i feel like giving up but if i get a B it will pull my whole score down alot...so bo bian must bite my lips and not hate it...stupid freakin' chinese....

back to studying....
Lotte

2008-07-21T16:01:00.002+08:00

Hi,everyone's blog like not so active le......
These few nights kep toking on the fone wif siok hwee....then mom kep nagging- "u better slp early!blahblahblahblah" *yawn*
Subject of our talk everynight?the same thing......frens,skul and stuff liddat...

OMG,cant belive he agreed!!!!!!!!!!seriously i was just kidding around,i din expect him to agree so readily.....OMG,OMG,OMG!!!!!!
Guys rarely agree to such things,rite siokhwee??? =p

let's get the game starting......=P
Lotte

2008-07-16T14:57:00.003+08:00

Okay enuff of all those emo posts!

Wa kao ystd NAFA test,then today stomach damn pain. Cnt laugh,sian.....but Felicia keep making me laugh! Evil,lol. Rachel go collect fees for felicia's rental of foolscape,paint,staple and other things frm felicia. hahas i shld start the same thing and make money too! Jkjk nia. I will lend de but if everytime liddat,i wld have to collect rental fees too, so Mr Kee hong xuan,i wld like the money for the green pen,scissors,paint,foolscape,staple pls! hahas jk. I feel like i'm starting to laugh more,hahas felicia damn fuuny, she said something that made me laugh like siao,yu chuan too,although he's quite noisy wif kim hong,sometimes.... now my place that area during class time like quite noisy, but WHO CARES??? XD

Lotte

2008-07-16T14:10:00.003+08:00

Why must thimgs end this way?
Why must u do this to her?
WAd did she do wrong?
Its her birthday,cant u just put the past behind and forgive her?
U used to be so gud friends,i remembered.....laughing and playing during recess.
She oftened talked about u,call me in the middle of the night to rattle on and on about the fun u all had together.
.....now?...
She still calls me,but not to talk about the happy times u all had,but to ask wad had she done to make u hate her so much.
Do u know how many tears she shed for u?
Do u realised wad u have done to her?
She treated u as a important friend,the soul mate she would never want to lose...
and u had to go and do this to her.
True,both parties are at fault.
and i know its hard to forgive someone liddat,but pls,I dun wish to see my gud friend in this state....esp since the PSLE is nearing....

TO SIOKHWEE:

LIfe goes on with or without him as ur fren.I know the truth always hurts but just accept the situation and fact that him is no longer ur fren.U have got to wake up frm this daze! The PSLE is the main focus now.Its diffcult to forget someone liddat.i know i have nvr been in ur shoes b4,i dun reallyunderstand ur feelings but pls,put this off till after PSLE.
U might think i'm a bad friend or wad but i think wad u have done is really silly, life goes on and push all those thots aside,focus on ur studies.
Its not worth sheding so many tears and still live to regret bcos of that person.
I really hope u can smile and joke without a care agn.....u din used to be like dis....

2008-07-04T17:41:00.003+08:00

Today supplementary that time mdm chan bring us into the AV theartre with 6/3 do the damn section B of set E. wth lah not enuff time lor...then mdm chan say give her the paper as we walk out.She flipped my paper and i din finish the last question then she ask "Charlotte y leave blank?duno hw to do?" i said no lah,not enuff time then she was like 'aiyo,cnt lah,nvm,go go go' Unfair lor,other ppl nv finish she oso nvr ask y must ask me?! i know my science is better than all my other subjects lah,but that doesnt mean my science will always be the best rite?I dun tink i will do very well in the test,maybe even fail..... Everytime have competition or sth liddat i will nervous then not do as wel.,

Seriously to mdm chan(if u read mi blog,if not nvm):

IF u ever read my blog,PLS STOP praising me and also dun pick on me,just dun mention me. My head will swell....

Oh yah,
YAP SIOK HWEE!!!!IT IS NORT FUNNY OKAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(u know wad)

BYebye

2008-06-27T18:11:00.002+08:00

BLAH,BLAH,BLAH
sian.....lata must tution till 10pm.....*yawn.
Brought mui hp to school 2dae....no big deal,bring it almost everyday.
wa kao my thighs and back damn fcking pain!stupid PE! sit down oso hard,stand up oso hard,walk down staircase oso hard
!WTF! pain seh!
then prefect duty is patroling 2nd lvel((suay lah) must walk here walk dere,i heck care just stay at the end of the buliding(near the sec sch) then when mrs ching come that time i kei kei walking around if not go the toliet.
lol i'm a slacker =p baddie me!

My work and behaviour like getting frm bad to worse,
I have a heck-care-that-fcking-shyt kinda attutide these days....dotzz
And someone is obviously asking me to change it but its hard u know....
A lepoard never changes its spot.

Anyways
Byebye(*yawn tution....AGAIN)

2008-06-10T17:05:00.002+08:00

Just now got smth happen on the msn....lynette(ong),
she go sent me duno wad nice foto....myspace then got my email blahblahblah,
then i curious go click the link then suddenly its like the whole msn was flashing like the chat pop out then close down then the whole thing lagg like siao.
So i log out then in again,after that eliss ask me wad foto?
i was like wad thing????wad foto?? i oso received frm others sia....
I din even have a myspace acc....wa lao i damn scared sia....
then i checked, all my friends on9 de the history, then got i type the crazy thing
WHICH I DIN!!!!!!!!! I"M A VICTIM OK!!!!!!
stop asking ok,eliss?

SCary

2008-06-09T13:42:00.004+08:00

Heys!!!! Sad.... mr lee says our holidays are ofically over until after PSLE.... sianz....studystudystudy.I study until gong le!

Wa lao i damn gulity sia! nvr buy anything 4 my instructor(foong lao shi)! wa lao eh.....my last year in RSS liao sia.....i very gulity!!!

The stuff i bought 4 mr WAWA n mr lee like nt very suitable sia. damnit larhs.....i like nvr buy anything 4 teachers and frens liddat....feel like banging my head against the wall...got a few things left,i giving to some ppl but i dun think i gona gib teachers ba.....sorry ar......i hate making empty promises.....sry

♥
byebye

2008-06-05T11:20:00.002+08:00

WEEE!!!! okay it was fun at Xiamen lahs....

Frm 28may to 3rd june 2008...hahas 8.00am flew dere liao...
Damn headache on the plane...and e food sucks except the bread...
okay reached Xiamen had lunch....and duno go whr at night check in hotel and unpack,bathe and slp....lol.They say lights out at 10pm but i stayed till 10.30pm..badie mi....XD

2nd day
Nxt day went sightseeing...at gu lang yu i tink.... half way thru raining sia! Wa lao we so unlucky everyday rain...then i duno we go whr le....i go check the itinery...then post tml....wif photos.....

bye

2008-06-04T13:58:00.002+08:00

harlow!!! As usual dead blog....nvm....OK gawds its was fun in Xiamen...lata i will go into details...now my bro is screaming cos he wants the comp...stupid....

2008-05-22T14:56:00.002+08:00

Long time no post....sian lah everyday oso the same thing,wake up,brush teeth&bathe,go sch,studystudystudy,recess eat,go back class play,studystudystudy,go home,bathe,eat,do homework,on9/watch TV,eat dinner,go back to my house(afternoon at gramps house)bathe,watch TV,read???,pack bag,SMS???,slp..... lol hahas boring rite?

Oso listen to songs but running out of songs le... got any nice songs?tell me! i very sian. mr lee is evil giving so much homework everyday!!!

june holis i need go overseas, finsh project,finish homework go tution and er....play?rest?go out wif frens? hahas sian......

gosh,tis year all the bois all quite short and un-shuai(is dere such a word?)*sigh no choice, have to like bois frm other sch...XD *BIGBIG CULE HERE!!!

*sniffsniff* Mmmmm.... some1 is cooking curry....smells delicous! I'll go see if it is coming frm the kitchen. hahas i'm greedy ;)bb!

bYeByE

2008-05-14T14:09:00.002+08:00

FCKFCK!!! THE BLOODY FCKING MATHS GET SO DAMN BLOODY FCKING LOW.
!!!!!!!!!!!

WENG YEW GET 72 THEN MR LEE DAMN HAPPY LAH.HE ASK WHO GET LOWER THEN THAT THEN SOME PPL RAISE THEIR HAND INCLUDING ME. THEN HE WUS LIKE" THOSE HU WERE FRM 5/4 LAST YR SHAME ON U!" WTF!! OUR MATHS STANDARD IS LIDDAT WAD!! WAD HE EXPECT??!! WENG YEW GET HIGHER THAN US SO?HE FRM 5/5 LAST YEAR SO? WTF IS UR PROB LAH??!! KEEP PICKING ON THOSE HU GET LOW... NOW I UNDERSTAND HOW SIOKHWEE FEELS...FOR ONCE SHE IS SO RIGHT.

HE KEEP PICKING ON THOSE HU GET LOW NO USE,INFACT WE WILL GET LOWER. AND U NO WHY? BCOS HE'S DEMORALISING US!!! ITS BAD ENUFF THAT WE GOT SO LOW OK? I DON'T NID HIS CRITISM, SAVE IT 4 AFTER PSLE.

ALL MY RESULTS SLIDING LIKE SIAO.....HW TO MATAIN TOP 5???????MATHS N CHINESE SLIDE THE MOST.....DUNO WTF IS WRONG LAH....I DUN WAN SIT BEHIND LE!!!! SO DIFFICULT TO CONCENTRATE!!!!!!!!!*sigh*... my mom's Bday today then tell her my maths results she so disappointed...ARGHHH!!!damn angry wif myself!!!! there's a saying: "AI NI,HEN ZHI ZI." and thats how i feel now....

Wad can i do?wads over is over....

.........

2008-05-12T18:05:00.002+08:00

Goin to Xiamen in 1....2 weeks time yeah!!! SO DAMN HENG NVR SAME GRP AS KE LAO SHI!!! YES!!!! tml must give passport.lol later lost then die... wa today mr lee nvr come then nvr get back maths paper. the maths set 2 Q48 i anyhw do then wrong. my science is S
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hahas. WORK HARDER!!!ofmg when will i learn to work hard?sigh...always liddat,results come out then regret nvr study hard...sigh...aiya i no mood to tink bout tis lah, i can onli tink bout Xiamen!!!!WEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!

BUAIX

2008-05-09T17:07:00.002+08:00

ELLO!!!! WEEEEE!! EXAM OVER LIAO!! HAHAS MY CHINESE AGAIN VERI LAN....HW? DIE OR WORK HARD? HAIX....DUNO LAH...WORK HARD LOH,NO USE HATING A SUBJECT,I GUESS I MUST UNDERSTAND CHINESE,TRY AND FIND THE FUN SIDE OF IT...LOL I AM TOKING LIKE AN IDIOT.HAHAS

YAY!!! GOIN XIAMEN SOON!!! NO PARENTS!!!!YEAH!!!!Haiyo reminds ne of leaving RSS so sad...nvm friends will always be friends....JY 4 PSLE!!!!!!!!!

byebye

2008-04-30T15:32:00.002+08:00

ok here's a little joke maybe can lighten ur feelings

One day in a classroom,a teacher was teaching then suddenly a pupil stood up and asked,

Pupil:"Teacher,may i go to the toliet please? I am very urgent!"

Teacher:"Yes,but first u must recite the alphabets."

Pupil:"Ok,A,B,C,D,E,F,G,H,I,J,K,L,M,N,O,Q,R,S,T,U,V,W,X,Y,Z"

Teacher:"Where's the 'P'(pee)??!!"

Pupil:"Running down my leg!!!"

2008-04-25T17:00:00.003+08:00

DAMN IT. KE LAO SHI SAY MY COMPO IS SO LAN.BLOODY ******* S*IT LA. THE MORE BLOODY EFFORT I PUT IN THE LOWER I GET. TIS IS SO DAMN IDIOTIC CAN?

I HAVE OFFICALLY DECLARED THAT I HATE CHINESE! I SHLDNT HAVE TOOK HIGHER CHINESE.YEP I BLOODY REGRETTED IT.I KNOW MY OWN LIMITS N I SHLDN'T HAVE GONE BEYONE IT.MY MOM IS RITE SHE KNOWS MI THE BEST,WADEVER SHE SATS AND I OBJECTED AND DO IT MY WAY I WILL ALWAYS COME TO REGRET IT.FRM NOW ON I DUN CAR WAD OTHERS SAY; I SET MY GOAL AS 238 OR 240 I DUN CARE. CANT GET IN SAP SCH I DUN CARE.TEMASEK GD ENUFF.

CHINESE JUST MAKES MY LIFE BLOODY WORSE.I DUN SEE THE USE OF LEARNIG IT.ECP FOR THAT STUPID CHINA MARKET BUISNESS THNG. IT EVER CROSSED MY MIND TO DROP OUT OF SKUL BUT I CHASED THAT THOT AWAY.LOOK I REALLY HATE WRITING "NEGATIVE MOOD" POST OK,ITS NOT THAT I WANNA DO IT,ITS THAT I CANT STOP MYSELF. IF YOU LOOK THRU TIS YEAR'S AND LAST YEAR'S POST,ALMOST ALL THE NEGATIVES ONE ARE TIS YEAR AND ARE WRITTEN RECENTLY,EVEN THE POSITIVE MOODS ONE HAVE SMTH BAD IN IT.

SHIT,I REALLY HATE MY LIFE!

2008-04-22T17:28:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOS!!!! OK SHORT POST HERE.I REALISE THAT THIS BLOG IS SO DEAD AND NOBODY COMES HERE :..( OK NVM I DUN REALLY CARE HAHAS... OK SO HERE IS THE SHORT POST: HI BYE HI BYE HI BYE HI BYE HI BYE HI BYE! OK I KNOW ITS LAME....BUT...NVM. ANYWAYS EXAM COMIN UP! JIAYOUZ EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!

>BUAIBUAI<

2008-04-19T23:21:00.002+08:00

Harloww!!! long time no see!wa the oral i noe mi marks 4 the english liaoz coz miss wong nv cover 1...then chinese i got a felling i did veri badly larz coz the teacher lyk buay song wif mi liddat, then the conversation is lyk so damn short she ask me a question i sae oready she ask "you shen me yao bu chong de ma?" i said no then she sae can leave le, i wuz lyk wtf so short?? anyway nvm la wat is over is over..

WEEE!!! 2dae went east coast to cyle wif family.my father kip purposly swerving here and dere then i almost bang into him. wtf la oso got 1 damn fcking cock-eye and deaf guy rollerblading dere la,i wuz cycling ma and wanted to turn around a bent ma then he in front of mi so i go ring the bell veri loudly he cnt hear then i shout "Xcuse!!" that damn guy still cnt hear. then i tried to swerve then he oso go in the same direction,i tried to brake but i wus to late "BANG!" we colided.he fell on the grass and mi bike topple and the basket fell out.my leg kanna scrachted wtf la!go die la!bloody fcking arsewhole!so damn angry!!!So many ppl looking at us damn paiseh!Argh!!! anyways after that we continued cycling towards Bedok Jetty. alot ppl fishing dere...i saw in the water got like 3 jelly fish so nice!i took a picture wif mi hp bud nw duno whr the pic go le.. then shortly after that i saw a plastic bag floating in the water i was like wth!If a turtle mistook the plastic bag for its favourite food-the jelly fish- and eats it,it will die! at that time i wus like damn angry wif the person hu threw that plastic bag into the sea! okok enuff wif the unhappy part nw let me share smth wif u all... ok then shortly after that we cycled bak to the bicycle shop that time wuz lyk 7.45pm then must return at 8.30pm ma so mi and my mother cycled little further away frm Bedok Jetty until some whr near the place whr last year 5/4'07 the barbecue dere to w8 4 mi father and brother. then we change bikes, my mother's 1 wus the spring type so its like damn easy to ride and fast.so i cycle 4 a while in circles then suddenly i saw smth red on the floor i stopped and picked it up-IT WAS A $10 NOTE!!!!!!! i showed mi mom"eh mummy $10 leh!" my mom wus lyk whose 1?i said found on the ground 1 then she sae "KIP! KIP!" lols i so happy !!!!!! $10 leh!!!!woots!!! thne after having dinner at the Hong Kong Xpress nxt to Macs we went to parkway the arcade i used some of the $10 dere to play and saved the rest. Wa lao i cant belive it!!!!! $10!!!!!!!

Bye($10!!!)

2008-04-11T15:30:00.002+08:00

i am so damn fcked up wif almost everybody la....duno y...recently i lyk got mood swings....i cant seem to laugh as hearty as before...the jokes that i used to crack up at r so lyk lame to me now..its lyk no1 can get me...i feel so rejected n ..somehw lost...nothing is the same anymore...even some of my friends say that i've change to become more...solemn...not the cheerful laughing charlotte i used to be...somehow i lost something n i just cant figure out wad is it..gone frm my life...forever...that empty space in my heart cant seem to be filled up...i cant seem to really smile for real...my friends r lyk drifting away frm me..at least thats how i feel..i really dun wanna lose frens this year...its the last year in RSS...

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2008-04-02T14:10:00.002+08:00

OMG cant belive it!i nvr thot we'll get so low.....after all our hard work,the blisters i've gotten and burst and the skin thorn....we got a bronze.....RSS nv got a bronze 4 Chinese Orchestra as long as i cn rmb....a few drops of tears rolled down mi cheeks..i feel that we've disgraced the skul even though the teachers say its all rite,dere's still a nxt time and we got bronze becoz dere's very little ppl.well dere's no more nxt time 4 mi.....and i feel that we were pulled down by the erhu;the bow going in all different directions,nv sway 2 the music,ying bu zhun,the music going louder or softer they nv do.i really tried my best,i followed all the tips my instructor gave mi.if the erhu had done better i'm sure that we would have gotten a silver...though i dun blame them entirly 4 us getting bronze....i played 1 wrong note but lucky the suona 2 loud le,cover mi up.and relly we have very little ppl...anywayz to all my juniors hu are helping to train others or taking part in e nxt SYF, JIAYOUZ!!!!

sad la! bronze...i hate u 4eva!

SYF!!!!!

2008-04-01T18:07:00.002+08:00

Hiya all! long time no see!or no post...haha today is april fool's day!wa lao that mr lee is damn jian!after i went down 4 prefect recess then i went up again to the class to get mi watch ma then i suddenly rmb that tml got SYF(scared lyk hell!) so i w8 4 mr lee at the staff rm dere then tok tok tok...blah blah blah tml the hmk....etc etc. then he was like"charlotte your here(pointing beside my mouth) got chill sauce." i was like where got?i didnt even eat chill sauce la!then he walked off,and i realised that it was april fool's day and that was just a damn lame trick la!!!!!!i cant belive i got tricked by him!!!!ARRRRGGGGHHHHH!so dere i was cleaning away invisible chill sauce looking damn retarded!when i realised that it was a trick i was practically shouting"MR LEE!" but 2 late he escaped into the staff rm. I'M GONNA GET U 4 THIS!!!!

SYF!!!ahhhhh!!!!i damn scared!!!!!waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!i'm gonna cry le...no la jkjkjkjk.must at least get a silver then can go to Xiamen china 4 that immersion programme!i wanna go!!!! no parents!!! YEAH!!!we ROCK n RULE! wa lao eh i very very very veryx25 scared sia!!!the costume is quite ok la...except 4 the back la...and must tie 2 plaids!!! my hair cnt tie!!! coz layer ma.tie plaids is can la but very short and may seem cute to some ppl but ugly to mi....OMG i am so freaked out!!!!!SYF SYF SYF tts all i can tink of! Wish us gud luck!

BYez