JC life has been no walk in the park and i took a long time to adapt to it. Worked my ass off, tears, sweat and blood to climb out of a hole i fell into at the start of this year. Did satisfactorily for promos i guess, and learnt that nothing and NOTHING beats hard work. I only survived that period because of friends and promises after the work. PW has been a pain as well but its all over now. Whatever grade i will be seeing next year is reflective of my journey, it will be fair. I hope.. 

So OP ended for me last tuesday, and after that I've been busy meeting up with my closest loved ones. Went out with the JC buddies on wed and met my dear, dear 11HQ for dinner on thursday night. I am so glad that it was a full attendance meetup :,) Its so difficult to meet up and set aside common time from all our 7 busy schedules. Then meet with HO exco on friday at AHS to see our juniors, that also gave me so much nostalgia. We've been through so much ugly and also beautiful times together, im so sorry to them when i kept flaring up then. They've seen the ugliest side of me and im so thankful that they're still here by me. All these colour up my life in secondary school and i miss those times so much. what i wouldnt give to have another day of secondary school life... Sigh.

Memories are flooding my mind now, such a pity i cant draw out all the scenes that are flashing past in my head now. But these are all but memories, i need to look forward to the future to create even more memories i can look back on fondly next time. Learn and be thankful for your past, but never go back. I will work harder and better myself. 

This year's been full of lessons for me. Thank you for teaching me so much.