okay, so it was damn fast. i vaguely rmb the night before the first English paper, 21 Oct. OMG i was a wreck, i was so freaking jittery and all. I couldn't even sleep and i guessed i really screwed up my EL paper. no kidding about this one, like really fucked it up. I dont know where my vocab went that day, out the air conditioner vent of the hall maybe? But it sure as hell wasnt with me.haix, anyway that was the worst free writing essay i had ever attempted in my life and i guess an okay paper for the situational writing. 

SLowly, the days went better as i regained my footing. Though inevitably, there were a number of careless mistakes here and there like for emath. Gah, i wanna slap myself now. And also amath, omg. I hope the bell curve is in my favour.

Actually, who isnt? LOLeverybody wants the bell curve to be in their favour, but therehas to be winnners and losers in every race right?  There will be " seeds forbidden to germinate" as seen from the chrysalids, " in loyalty to our own kind we cannot tolerate their obstruction" well, its true isnt it? So lets just hope for the very best, and please allow me to make it into TJC or MJC at the very least. 

Truth be told, i didnt really know why i chose AHS back in p6. LOL maybe its a calling? HAHA, well, all the best for everybody's and my future papers! esp HISTORY AND HCL!!!