k, sorry. Got damn carried away.
haix

I really need the strength to carry on now.
First time i cried out of pure exhaustion and weariness ytd night.
Some times i really can't take it.
So i've turned to habbo now to play off my worries.
pathetic much yeah.
I feel bad bothering my friends for the same problems.
Not like they will fully understand anyway.
oh well,
i'm trapped in a time vortex.
can't get out. LALALA

i shall attempt to do a poem.
catch ya later.

charlotte

holy.... Time freaking flies man.
Sec3 is coming to an end already... and to think that i started blogging in pri 5.
HAHAHAHA, 3-4 years has passed aldr. gah.
Time's a bitch.

I'm really feeling the stress now,
even though i'm in double science and all...
Bio, chem, history, elective literature, S.S, english, HCL, emath, amath.
da fuck, enough to drive a sane person bonkers yeah.
Plus responsibilities in CCA.
dang, how do the seniors even do this?
why did they even choose me?
what do i have? No qualifications. No accomplishment. Nothing at all.
seriously, why?

Feel damn fucking inferior to the other leaders,
had mini olympics ytd, fucking put us with basketball on captain's ball.
then you fucking tell me is by lots.
Are you sure we are so fucking miserably suay for so many years?
does drawing lots make it more fair?
i aldr have a handicapp, half of my team comprises of sec2s.
what the fuck do you want?
To make matters worse, they look down on us.
they don't even play.
why? seriously.
don't we put in as much effort as any other cca does?
is it the seniors' fault if we have fucking low IQ and EQ juniors?
Its not fucking my job to teach them values.
Don't fucking judge us by some people from a CCA.


I don't get why we don't deserve regconition.
we're good.
YOU JUST DON'T GIVE US THE CHANCE TO PROVE OURSELVES.
you wanna listen to a tape?
by all means.
i gurantee you, you will never see us in the same light ever again.

BLOODY FUCKERS. I HATE YOU ALL.
yeah, hate is a fucking strong word.